Thankfully I managed to get my head out of bed today and the rest yesterday did me some good. Bounding out of bed (ok not quite but I’m thinking motivation here!) at 7.30ish, dogs fed, toast with butter and raspberry jam. Uh-maaaaazin 😋 it’s the most miserable looking morning we’ve seen for a while…. smirry rain (that hardly rain but it soaks you!….. yeah I know…. it all does but you know what I mean) so all suited and booted to head out with the dogs.
By now I’m 5 mins walk from the house and already perspiring profusely…. (sweating like a beast!) it’s not cold. Looks like there is a big cloud clearing. The differences in colour were amazing tho it comes out a bit more dull than it looked! This lovely field has just been covered in slurry…. it may look beautiful…. it was stinking!!! By the time I noticed the dogs were in… 🤦🏻♀️They do run around a lot and not just pose for photos but they know it’s not a mumma dog walk without a bit of a pose What you saying?The sky’s starting to clearButtercups everywhere just now 🌼🌼🌼Calaidh found a branchSo we’re heading home and there’s a road block up ahead, the coos are crossing!! Coo close up… Bhru barked at them when she noticed and they stood staring at us!!! Shut it Bhru… they come running yer on yer own! The irises at the side of the road enjoying the overnight rain
Had Beith Trust deliveries at 12 today and I’ve had an extra 4 people added to my list. Did my usual Wednesday run and had a lovely chat with my last lady as I usually do. Then headed back to Geilsland to pick up for my new Beith run. It’s great to meet some lovely folk from Beith and learn my way around the town! Got chatting at my last house to a lovely lady… least I know who to leave until last! Her hair is driving her mad as she can’t get it cut and she is desperate for hair clasps and I said I’ll try and get her some over the weekend. Nothing worse when short hair grows and is in your face, I’ve been there!!
Finished by about 2.15pm and back home for a quick bite to eat before the whole Overland & Borders gang loaded up into the Jeep for the first time since about New Year! (I just asked Craig if he could remember when the 5 of us were last in the Jeep together…… “erm about 15 minutes ago” dead pan….. this is what I live with 😳🤦🏻♀️)
Loading puppy number 1Puppy 2And finally puppy 3! All ready to go… they look overjoyed eh?!?And we’re off to Craig’s mums as it’s his step dad Douglas’ birthdayAnd the heavens opened…. The 2 cuddling Blues 💙💙Yay Cookie cuddles and we’ve only just arrived! Doug has set up a gazebo in the garden which is just as well as by the time we got there it was pouring!!
It was such a shame that the first time we got to see Helen and Doug that we had the heaviest rain of lockdown, only saved by the fact they had the gazebo up!! It was so lovely to catch up with them and hear how lockdown has been for them…. also so lovely to have Cookie cuddles!
Helen and Doug aka mawlaw and pawlaw sat at their bar in the garden. We stayed over the other side… and still it rained!! Helen looks lovely! I had an alcohol free Gin Collins (how damp does my hair look??)I’m on a deck chair and Craig’s on a bar stool…. I’ve not shrunk! And still it poured! Treat time for the puppers…. all eyes on Gran! Me & my boy ❤️Had to get the blankets out as we got so cold!Wee bit cosier now…. still pouring! Craig picked Bhru up for a cuddle and she was only dripping wet…. totally soaked through. That’s such a guy thing, I freaked every time a dog brushed past my legs and soaked my jeans!Sodden Calaidh hiding in the cornerThen sodden Bhru finds the same corner!!A socially distanced ladies with blankets selfie showing the 4 of us at Doug’s All Bar None!
It was so lovely to spend some time together after so long, so strange not to be in the house or hug them goodbye but Helen said how pleased she was that we’d gone and that she wanted her boy to know she was really glad to see him. She said I knew she’d be glad to see me but she had to tell Craig. ❤️❤️❤️
Loading up the Borders to head home, still torrential rain! Anyone smell wet dog? No? Just me then….. 🥴🤦🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️Guess who had to drive home. Never driven on the big tyres before…. my legs are so short I can hardly reach the peddles so I’m just about sitting on the steering wheel!!! 😆 someone needs selfie lessons… shaky hand guy!I think I’m slightly hysterical…..Zonked out soaking wet dogs… did I mention it was pouring with rain?!?
So a really lovely busy day and I’m only loading this up at 9.30pm which is late for me. We had a takeaway for dinner and Craig and the pups are crashed out on the couch. I will pass out too shortly.
Lockdown has shown us how important our family and friends are to us. We take people for granted in our busy lives and this has been a chance for us to reflect on all of that. Our relationships matter…. a whole lot.
I wasn’t ready to wake up at 7.10am today…. still in a really deep sleep when Craig got up and then there was a dog and then that was it really. There is a chance my head’s still in bed…..
It’s not that bad today but it is much harder than it was yesterday….So we took our bacon rolls and coffee down to the new decking and grass and sat feeling the grass between our toes. We both did the same thing at three same time! Great minds huh?! Yeah ok, I hear ye……… fools…… 😆I know this but on the “slightly more down” days I can question or doubt it. I do trust myself that I’m on the right path. I just need to reaffirm that when I have a wobble….. every time I think I am having a wobble I remember eh the toys we played with as kids!!
We’ve achieved so much during lockdown. It’s great that Craig can do all this stuff as the garden is almost finished now and we did it at minimum cost (apart from the 6 foot fence installed years ago but that is another story!!!) He’s been talking about doing the very back of the garden for ages and I always thought we didn’t really need to….. so glad I finally listened and we decided to do it as it’s like being away on holiday when we’re down there. It doesn’t feel like our garden!
So yeah fair to say that I am quietly thoughtful and reflective today and that’s ok.
When I woke up I did that crazy head thing that women do where we think of a million and one things that need doing. The weather started to turn so I decided to work on the Overland & Borders web page…. the web design page said I have to pay £143 for that privilege, my free trial is over?!? As much as I’d love to have a web page and I’ve done a lot of work on it, it’s not going to be worth £143! I then looked at ways of making money through targeted ads on blogs rather than the random ones that are added in just now…. that wanted a web page… 🤦🏻♀️😳 So computer shut down and gave up on that idea… for today!
Instead I chose to tidy out my jewellery boxes…. why, I don’t know but it was a sitting down job… hardly through anything out but just sorted it all out. Craig came in from work and laughed and said, did you take photos…. eh…. no, I never. Should I sack myself now?!?
In some real proactive news I have finally put my lovely Beetle Bug back up for sale, this time on Gumtree and FB marketplace. It was only on Autotrader for 2 weeks right before lockdown started when everyone stopped normal life for a bit. Let’s see what this brings!
I’ve had 5 calls since then to ask about my “accident” …. they started 5 mins after I posted my ad. I’m actually answering now saying “no I’ve not had an accident, I just put my car up for sale….” why is that even a job?!
Other good news, I had a chat with the Beith Tryst Volunteer co-ordinator and I’m being given another 2 houses to visit tomorrow, so that’s 5 in total. I had told them a few weeks back that one of my regulars was really down so she got extra calls to check up on her. That’s what its all about. Keeping in touch with people who need looking out for. She loves that I chat with them. Well I was never gonna be a deliver and run kinda gal now was I?!?
So it’s my father in laws birthday tomorrow and we are hoping to visit them for the first time with all socially distanced rules in place so I need to keep my chats brief tomorrow… and remember to put the handbrake on in the car every time I stop…. and remember my mask…. and gloves…. what could possibly go wrong?!?!? Guess it just depends who turns up tomorrow… calm and in control Jules or scatty and hair-brained Jules 🤷🏻♀️😆
I think there’s something happening outside…. 🤭😆 Craig ordered something sleepers to finish off the back of the garden and the puppers think he’s heading out the back! Hmmmmmm no, we’re out the front and I forgot to take a photo but all 3 of these really heavy sleepers need taken round the back. Craig carries them with one had while pulling the purple bin with the other …. show off! I on the other hand am huffing and puffing like a 90 year old 😩👵🏼Not fully in place yet but gives the idea.
In global pandemic news:
Found this on FB yesterday after I’d posted the blog. Great news for Scotland though Nicola Sturgeon said we shouldn’t be celebrating just yet and sometimes death are slow to record over the weekends. 🏴💙
I also read in Sky News today that there is good news and bad news in the UK coronavirus stats… the good news is that the number of excess deaths in the UK is down to the lowest level since the beginning of the epidemic. The term “excess deaths” is the important part. This report so looking at the number of deaths over and above the average for the time of year and that’s where the bad news comes in. The death toll is still mounting.
There have been 63,700 excess deaths since the start of the pandemic and currently only just over 40k of these are recorded as COVID-19 deaths…. does that mean we’ve had a lot more than we think? I keep reading this but it never seems to affect our final numbers. We’re already the highest deaths in Europe but that would take us into another realm. I’m sure other countries had problems with their reporting too… we may never know the true extent of this.
We have become so used to our new normal life that I think we or I personally forget that there are 40,883 or maybe more people who were here in February and early March that have since died. Many of us have been at home for 77 days now. Would you ever have believe that could ever happen? Do you stop and take some time every day to realise the true enormity of what we are facing? It’s unbelievable and yet we are living through this. I say that very lightly as we are just very lucky to have not had anyone we know personally catch it. We know of 2 survivors, family of friends that both had a very tough time of it but kicked COVID’s butt!
Mask makes me laugh in particular as we get differing information on masks all the time. I don’t think they really know whether they are worthwhile or not. I have been wearing a bra every day in contradiction to the above…. it would be dangerous not too….I haven’t touched a drop since Friday 20th March when the pubs shut and the 15 months prior to that. I think lockdown would have been one long hangover for me so better that I’m not drinking though still eating for Scotland!!! 🏴Ohhhhhhh yes………… 🤷🏻♀️Thank you for being “good people” for me. Every bit of encouragement helps. I trust my journey 100% (except on wobble days… 🤣) And to make you smile…. welcome to a shower in our house. Peace, relaxation, beautiful puppers trying to snap at the shower spray. Never a moments peace but I wouldn’t have it any other way…. and if I want to I just shut the door!!
Yeah I know I’ve not mentioned this before because you don’t really but we’ve had crazy silvery patterns on our hall rug every morning for weeks now… there are no trails leading on or off the rug and I’ve lifted it so many times to look it’s unreal.
When you live with dogs and your doors open for about 15-16 hours a day you can’t expect your house to be as lovely as the 2 bedroom flat you lived in on your own before you met hubby…. the flat that you put everything away when you used it and hardly needed to do a clean and tidy as it was always clean and tidy. Yes so I have adapted to my new level of cleanliness…. gradually over the years, some days better than others…. some days I can turn a blind eye to the mayhem.
Strangely I have coped remarkably well with slug living in our hall. For some reason when I woke up for the loo at 4.30am I got the fear and thought to tippy toe over the rug very quickly. Like a light-footed 13.5 stone ninja 😬🤣 and sure enough on my return, Sluggy McSluggerson was doing it’s “thang” just slugging around. I shouted out that I’d finally got the wee f&ckr 🤷🏻♀️🤭🤬
Of course after that I was awake for about an hour before I could get over the excitement and fall back to sleep. We were woken this time by small muffled barks or dog yawns…which sound like a cow mooing from our bedroom below the dogs’ room. I tell you, never a dull moment in this house!
Did some work in the greenhouse this morning to raise the tomato plants to give them a bit more lightOur strawberry harvest… a new job for me maybe? Supply to local supermarkets?!? 🍓🥴😳The sun is shining let’s do a photo shoot puppers!!Morning aerobics 🎾Out with the pups for their daily sniff….Same stick, different day! Same bit of burn, different day! Freya having a wee lie down in the shadeCheck Calaidh in action… don’t often get pics of her running The other two have a grassy feed while Freya chillsThen we have some more aerobics with a pine cone!Wait for it! They all want the next shot!There’s a traffic jam on the way into the burn, think it was too steep for Calaidh so she stopped and Freya and Bhru kinda crowded in on her… she’s there at the front.Heading home now and the suns gone in but it’s still warm. These Irises are growing by the side of the road in Reek Street, they are beautiful.There’s been a delivery!!! While I’ve been away Craig’s unloaded the last 850kg of stones!All flattened out ready to go… well it’s as flat as we want it as we like a bit of undulation. It’s such an old house that the garden would look daft if the artificial grass was laid perfectly flat. That’s what we reckon anyway.Teram down and ready for grassMan at workCalaidh posing on the new stones Freya in the shade againGrass is down, still needs fully pinned down… strongly resembling green carpet at the momentOf course I made them pose! Comfy!
So a very productive day, Craig went out to work after all that and I cleaned the living room and the sunroom. Then I reckoned I really needed to sit down… before I fell down and yet I’ve done half of what Craig’s done. Craig says it’s not a competition so that’s good, I’m sat in the sun because I’m tired and it’s not a competition as to who does the most. (We all know it’s a secret competition but I’m allowing him to win, just don’t tell him…)
Job well done!!
So on my dog walk today I saw 7 planes…. 2 very high level that seems to be on true same flight path (I really wanted to use the word trajectory here but flight path really does cover it) of course I took a photo!
It seems like things are starting to pick back up as at least 3 flights landed in Glasgow in the hour I was out. I do look at them and wonder who’s on them? Where are people going and why?! We’ve hardly seen any commercial flights over these 11 weeks. Plenty of military and freight planes but that’s been all.
Sky News reports
We can only watch and wait and see the outcome of all the Black Lives Matter demonstrations in London and major cities as people have crowded together with not social distancing. 49 police officers were injured as protests turned violent .
The reduction in deaths is great news those as we continue to stay in lockdown on Scotland. It’s still 55 too many. It’s honestly been the strangest of years.
I keep meaning to talk about the price of things during this virus. Craig is having sirloin or rump steaks almost every other night as they are so cheap. I can get them in Asda for £2.75 (rump) and £2.85 (sirloin). There’s an excess of steak due to restaurants being closed.
Fuel is still super cheap due to the fall in the price of oil. It’s just a shame that none of us are really using it! I know the neighbours have all stocked up on oil for their heating due to the cheap pricing.
Love, love, love Scotland in the sunshine! Thought the forecast was really bad for today but seems that was wrong…. not that I saw the sun first thing. I was in the most amazingly deep sleep…. absolutely sparko but I was vaguely aware of a dog barking. Usually a sign they need out but I’m too comatose to move.
I’m aware of Craig the whirlwind getting up, getting a drink and then letting the dogs out from their room upstairs… whatta great guy. Then he comes thumping back into the bedroom with the 3 of them shouting “where’s your mum?” “ go, get her” and I’m ambushed. 🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾 (that’s exactly the number of paws….☀️)
It’s not an easy awakening… there are sharp claws and lots of licking… and that’s just Craig… honest to god what a baptism of fire being woken by 3 x 20kg puppers…. 😳
I have no photos of the actual event as that would just be wrong…. though I do have have to say I thought about it 🤦🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️👩🏻
So last night we had the most amazing sunset and pink rainbow at about 10pm. I couldn’t get pics from the garden of the rainbow but Rachel 2 doors down got a cracker. 🌈💜🌈
It started to rain through the sunset creating a pink rainbow!There were almost 2 of themRachel also took this amazing photo over the village hall from her house tho I kinda reckon she musta been up on the roof! 🤣I caught this out in the old pub car parkThe view from across the roadManaged to capture the sunset in our newly painted front door – a great photo to symbolise Stay at Home for coronavirus I may have gone overboard trying to get some different reflections 🤦🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️🤣The colours in the sky were just amazing, that’s the faintest hint of the rainbow that I managed.The windows were on fire!
So enough about yesterday 🤣 had a lovely lazy morning over coffee. Did some work down on the messy part of the back of the garden as we are getting some artificial grass delivered to cover it so tried to flatten it out. No photos as you’d probably not notice any difference but I picked all the stones and twigs out ready for covering.
Craig and the girls came down to inspect progress.Then Claire suggested a wee dog walk…. here’s Calaidh who’d rather be with her! They had a good wee play in the field againWhatever one has the other wants…Calaidh not giving the stick up for anyone! Calaidh’s bum in our socially distanced selfieQuick play in the burnThe fields are so dry but it’s great for walking!So home to do some crochet isn’t he sun… the blog is interfering with my crochet time these days so I managed a good few squares today. Introducing mustard into the equation… done 29 so only 19 left to go!! Jeezo man……………. No show without punch. To be fair to her I was crocheting on a dog bed 😬😆
If you’re a regular to my ramblings you may be aware I have a lovely VW Beetle up for sale at the moment… one careful lady owner 🙄😬😆 and really randomly I have been looking at replacing this with a VW camper. It will be ideal for transporting the dogs, a chance to camp inside if needs must rather than a tent and I don’t know but it’s been gnawing away at me for a long time now. I’m not 100% certain why but it just feels right. I’ve been looking for a long time as there are so many configurations, models, prices, layouts etc etc. Before lockdown I was considering setting up a private tour of Scotland for tourists (yeah like obviously…) in my camper van…. with me as the guide. I not certain whether this would still be a possibility of if it would be something for the future. One thing I’ve learned in these last few years is that my gut isn’t often wrong. What will be will be and I need to go with my gut. Worst case if I get one and it doesn’t work out I can resell and not lose anything.
So had a lovely WhatsApp video chat with a lady in Emsworth as she talked us round her VW Transporter. She uses it as a car and makeshift camper. It’s a blank canvas waiting to be done. A wee project for me maybe?! Anyway, I can’t go and pick it up. She knows I’m interested and will let me know if she gets any local buyer. We just have to wait and see if it works out. She wants it to go to a loving home and think she could tell that it would. (Yeah I know us women are loopy!!)
Will keep looking though as can’t travel to pick one up yet
I just wanted to take a moment to thank everyone for the likes, comments etc on my blog. I’m loving doing this. It keeps my thoughts clear in my head and gives me a few hours a day where I can rabbit away in peace and Craig doesn’t have to listen!
I’ll get back to coronavirus tomorrow… stay safe everyone 💜💜💜
Awake at 7.15 this morning, up, coffee and shower, hair DRIED with a HAIR DRYER… an actual hairdryer for the first time in a very long time… you’d think I was making an effort eh?!
Craig has a job in Grangemouth today and Jac lives 10-15 mins away so I thought I’d go up with him so we could catch up.
As we left today we saw the sign for Louise’s 14th birthday next door above the pub… cool banner and one of the balloons is in our garden so must have blown over! The dogs had been eyeing it up suspiciously!On the M8 into GlasgowOn the road in the Jeep for the first time in ages but without the borders!!Glasgow & the Clyde from the Kingston Bridge- shadow of roof top tent!Charing Cross underpass has new lighting (jeez how sad am I for noticing that… 🤦🏻♀️)Junction 15 M8 about the quietest I’ve seen itMoving lanes Arria the “angel of the ‘nauld” in Cumbernauld on the M80. Not the best pic as she looks like she’s shoving her bits out but it is kinda like that!!The Kelpies in FalkirkOnly just managed to get the second one in a pic!!And there she was in Asda car park awfy excited to catch up!! no hugs and kisses… she just patted the car… We went for a wee physically distanced walk around Zealand Park in GrangemouthAn awfy dark pic but it was a lovely one! The gardens haven’t been kept up to to Coronavirus so these poppies have grown and they looked amazing. Me at the poppies! This tree is surrounded by thistles which are going to look stunning when they flower. There’s a relaxed feeling to the the park being overgrown… it makes me think it didn’t have to be all manicured to look beautifulThe guy who clears this out better have good gloves! So we found a lovely wee picnic bench in the sun and sat diagonally opposite each other… Jac had coffee…. clever… I never thought of that and of course she couldn’t bring me one as I couldn’t have used her cup and drank a coffee that she made. Such strange ways our lives have changed.She’ll kill me for this but it was a “look who I found” as she tries to find a pic to show me without her glasses in the bright sun!
We put the world to rights in our wee hour and a half. She’s lost 38lbs in the last year with Team RH Fitness and is exercising 6 times a week and walking 15k a day but is looking amazing as a result. I knew how much she’d lost since I last saw her and was worried she would look too thin but she didn’t at all…. she looked healthy and happy and proud of herself. Girl done awfy well!!!! One day I will get there when I put the pizza down….. 🤷🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤣 (I can hear her saying, “you can still eat pizza, I eat pizza, you just need to track it….” 😆😘 I just think that it should really be pizza in moderation!)
I told her that driving past my old work in Falkirk felt really strange to me. Like a huge trip down memory lane… I don’t work there anymore, it goes on without me, they’re successful without me, I walked away from a great salary and a great company that doesn’t need me anymore. Really hard to shake that feeling. That geographic area will always be about that job for me. We talked about how I need to think that I went through all of this because it wasn’t serving me anymore and that actually my life is much better without it. I have orchestrated a new life for myself by no longer accepting the stress it was putting me under…. I know that but it’s just that nagging fear of what once was. I have to admit I wan way happier now than I ever was any day at work. Wow, that’s even a revelation to me.
So we talked the hind legs off a donkey and then had to get back to the Asda car park to meet Craig.
One from her end of the table!!I made her pose on this tree trunk as it was pretty cool! I did the same…. flattering angle NOT but look at that tree! 🤣Me and Craigie The other side of the Clyde and Glasgow from the Kingston Bridge on the way homeThen I’m back off out again with the pupsLook how dry the grass is now the silage has been cut… Freya has a bit of hay in her mouth!! It’s a great flat space for walks and runs thoWalked over to the side of Spiers school grounds and Calaidh and Bhru started munching away at the grass. Dogs will self select food they think they need so something was tasty here. Freya just wants to play so waits just out of shot until Bhru wants to run againYou can’t see me….. love the old gate!More self selection or grass munchin’Straight over the hill, through the fence and into the burn! There’s a big bit of rubbish in there that I need to get out when I’ve got my wellies on! It turned into a really lovely afternoon… look at the cloudsBeautiful Tweedledee and tweedledumPosing in the long grass I can see the coo, mum! The wee fairy glenThese wild flowers were just at the side of the roadZoomed in
Popped next door to wish Louise a happy 14th and give her a present. She has 2 friends round who’s parents dropped them off for a socially distanced “party”. She’ll not forget this birthday in a hurry.
Claire came into the garden with her own cuppa and we sat like civilised human beings and hat a socially distanced chat on the ground rather than up a ladder! Check us… forgot to take pics tho!
I’m not even gonna look up the Coronavirus stats tonight. I’ve had the loveliest day and I can’t wait to meet up with mum and dad and other people that I haven’t seen for so long. It’s a strange world we live in now. As a hugger I don’t know what to do now when I see people as the urge to hug is very strong!
Craigie will be proud!
Leads me to a quick couple of asides…. called mum and dad today to tell them about my meet up with Jac and mum said she is sad that dad is the only person she can hug now.. dad quietly mumbles so is he! They make me laugh! We have decided that Craig is to start proof reading these before I put them out as I’ve had a few typos in the past…. Craig changes to Raif at times…. 🤦🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️ he might start this spellchecker tomorrow! His fault if there are any typos tonight 😆😘
So yeah… she who can’t wake up before 8am normally… wide awake at 4.57am. You know the way that you check if it’s light… yip, it’s light but there’s not many cars passing the window so it must be early…. up for a wee, try to get back to sleep but no….. I’d been dreaming that I was back at my old work except it was like a very crowded call centre. We were sitting at desks beside each other almost shoulder to shoulder. Business was booming and there was a problem and everyone was looking at me for our rules of engagement or something legal…. inside i was laughing thinking how funny it was that they all thought we would be covered legally but inside I was panicking and terrified as I couldn’t give them what they needed. I woke with the fear that I’ve had to walk away from an amazing company, a high paid job and now I am unemployed at a time when lots of other people are too.
I’ve always said that I know this journey is the right one for me and that everything will work out for the best and I don’t have. To busy a gut 12 or 13 hours a day just trying to keep my head above water…. it doesn’t stop the fear from overwhelming me at times.
I have to try and find ways to get that fear to turn back into my positive realityIt’s 7AM!!!! Great time to go to Asda it would seem. There was no queue, only single people, no couples, families just space to shopThen B&M Stores just after 8am. No queue and no running the gauntlet with loads of others at the entrance. Just time to wonder and look properly.
Don’t know about anyone else but I find shopping quite stressful just now as there’s pressure to pick up things following the one way system round the shop. I worry I miss things or forget something as we don’t just want to have to nip back to the shop for one thing. There’s also still that thing where no one makes eye contact. If you walk past someone you put your head down and rush by. It seems really strange, not that I ever launched into a chat while pushing my trolley but it feels very different.
On the way home I decided to stop at The Little Coffee Caravan at Lochwinnoch roundabout. It only opened a few months before Coronavirus hit and it had to close so I never got a chance to go. It opened up a few weeks back so was locking forward to getting a coffee and a cake on the way home!! Of course I forgot to take a photo of it but…..
It looks like this!!
They were so lovely…. said that I was so excited and they said that most people are at the moment!! Ordered a coconut milk latte and a piece of Snickers Tiffin cake…. was amazing!!
We got to chatting and you know me, I told them my life story…. well the guy asked if I was furloughed…. but it turns out the girl remembers the dogs from my FB page (when I first followed their page) as her dad used to have Border Collies…. She wanted to know how to pronounce Calaidh (cally) !!
I had been in a pretty rotten mood until then and it just goes to show how a wee chat and a smile can change someone’s day (obvs a bit of chocolate tray bake too!!).
Highly recommended!! I tried to turn the day around and it really worked today. I’ve had the best day and that wasn’t how it started.So home, shopping away and headed out with the gangThere was a man with a metal detector over the other side of the field….. wonder if he found anything?!? We met Fiona and Megan with Muck! First time the dogs have been together in months. Lovely play in the burn!Back home and the roses are coming along, it’s lovely to watch them grow so fast
Had a lovely chat with mum and dad on FaceTime. Dad said they’ve decided to separate…. (he was joking!!) and he’s still trying to send mum over here but it’s lovely to hear them laugh as you know they are looking after each other. Talked about how nice it would be to meet up but know it’s still too far at the moment. Maybe in the next phase of lockdown easing. Sent them some photos of the garden and greenhouse! They’ve grown 3 radishes which they had with dinner!
We have strawberries!!! 🍓I needed a nana nap and boy did I sleep!!! From about 2 – 4.30, it was sooooooo good. The deepest nap ever until wee Freya jumped up for cuddles. She was nosing at my hand for pets but I couldn’t wake up…. she tried for ages and finally woke me 🙄
❤️🌈💜
That’s UK up to over 40k deaths at 40,261. They are saying that the South of England and the North West have increasing numbers of virus again with the R number increasing to just over 1. For everyone one person infected, another 1 person gets it. That’s and increase as they were down as low as 0.5-0.6 when they eased the lockdown. There have been protests in London over the George Floyd killing in the US but really government as asking Brits not to demonstrate and risk the spread of the virus. Nicola Sturgeon has also urged Scots not to let the bad weather encourage people to meet in each other’s houses. It’s only ok to meet up to 8 people outside. There’s a strong north westerly wind and rain forecast so meeting folk outside is not gonna be much fun.
Didn’t sleep that well last night, woke up with a clenched jaw and tense shoulders after bad dreams but don’t panic as I stayed in bed for another hour and a half just to make sure I was really ready to get up. 😬
Had leisurely coffee and then set about both bathrooms, inside cupboards and everything. They are sparkling again but it really doesn’t make for a great blog. A shiny “bog” maybe….. 🤷🏻♀️🚽🧻🚿🚰🛁🧽🧼🤦🏻♀️ I know…. sorry.
For those of you who love a cotton bud…. stop right here… click on the link…. the rest of you just skip on past!! Don’t think I mentioned before but Craig likes to buy things every now and then…. one of his recent gifts to us was the Last Swab!! A reusable cotton bud… means no more added to landfill but your ears are still spotless! I’m amazing. I use it in the shower and wash it clean ready for the next time. A cotton bud revolution…. Craig actually asked if I was struggling for content today 😬😆 the cheek of it 🤭🤔🙄 how dare he…. yes… 😬
I’ve decided to use up some of Jeannie’s old baby wool to make some more baby blankets for Paisley Maternity. Was thinking of giving the wool away but it should be put to good use!
It’s a wee break from crocheting the nam blanket for Craig in its dull man colours 😬🤣
There were a total of 1,805 new cases yesterday and 505 people were admitted to hospitals with COVID-19. There are still 7,312 people in hospital too. I was quite surprised by that…. there was a further 176 deaths taking our total to 39,904. England announced tonight that from the 15th June everyone travelling on public transport must wear a face covering. You should avoid public transport if you can.
Scotland have not yet decided that face masks will be essential but it is fairly likely that we will go down that route too.
The pandemic is taking hold in Brazil in the Amazon with Sky News reporting that they are so overwhelmed that people are dying in their beds. Brazil had the second highest number of cases in the world behind the US. There is a backlog of burials and gravediggers never stop digging. As I read up on this I still think we hid a lot of this news in the UK as our journey through this seems to have been downplayed where the news stories around the world haven’t been. I maybe just missed it…
Data from 28th May. UK deaths way higher than all of these countries…
So, Craig bought me a hat today…. very lovely of him and most likely because I’ve been pinching his Tilley hat and Jeep cap when we’ve been out in the sun! It’s a Tarp Hat (I actually typed Tart Hat there 🤣😂🤣🤣🤣).
I love it! It’s really scruffy looking but it’s the new me… no more smart business dress!! Recycled tarp hat!! Cowgirl in Gateside 😆😂I think this is really important…. I grew up thinking money, status and job title were everything but I see how little that means in my life now. Easy to say when I have “unemployed” as my new job title, like I don’t have a choice but this time has made me realise the importance of surrounding yourself with people who treat you well. We can sure spread hate and negativity fast. We are quick to put others down if they disagree with us and we need to think twice before we do that.
As a result of the above… we were in bed and asleep before 9pm last night. He announced at half 7 we’d watch another Westworld then he wanted an early night. That just made my day!!! Actually woke up before 8am this morning, by myself with no dog barking or husband sneaking around… result. It’s a new day…. the breeze is up… it’s been raining and it’s much cooler but it’s still nice when the sun shines.
Was sent this today and it’s been a huge part of my journey to learn that no one else can fix anything… only me. That doesn’t mean I’m alone but that I’m responsible for what my own future holds. Think this will e my new mantra for a bit. ❤️Came out to check the garden and the stones look nice after a good pour of rain. Just need the next 850kg I’m and it will be finished.
So Craig’s off out to work today for the first time in over 10 weeks. He is ok to meet with clients now as long as they are outside with 2m of physical distance. He had to drive to Hillington which was a novelty. Well I thought it was but he probably didn’t…..
So off we went out for a walk/run The fields up on the Barrmill road have all been cut for silage so great to get a good run before they are sprayed with stinky muck!!!A whole flat field to walk aroundIt was gloriously sunny but the clouds are darkBhru and Calaidh found a muddy burn through the fence Looks like rain but it’s still sunny?!?Found a wee tunnel under the Barrmill Road but it’s fenced off which was just as well as the water looked disgusting!Love that they still wait and watch for me coming even when they have all this space to play in Really enjoyed the walk today exploring fields that you can’t normally get in to. Will only go in if the gates open.Check out my 49p hoodie from ebay… it matches the grass…. total bed head too!Mean and moody skyHeading back home think we got the best of the sunWe met up with Rosie on the way back. Here she is off lead trying to be one of the gang! Check Freya trying to get her and Bhru as far away as possible 😆
Got home and had a shower and washed my hair ready to go out.on the food bank deliveries. Can I just recommend to all women that if you usually get your eyebrows done… don’t do what I did and look at what’s on your face right now… oh my actual god. I’ve not noticed them up until now but now I can’t unsee what I saw!!! Put jeans and a T-shirt on to look respectable and volunteering went well. No handbrake incidents this week. Think lockdown has played havoc with my short term memory though as I was meant to stop at a neighbours and pick up some bags for the Beith Trust… I drove straight past her house while wondering who the lady was on the other side of the street…. then thought I’d pop back between drop off 1 and 2… nope drove straight past the road end and finally remembered 3rd time lucky….. honestly?!?!
Stopped and took some pics on the lovely country lanes I drove through Everything is so overgrown just now that it looks lovely!
Home and had lunch and helped Craig plant some ridiculously hot chillis he’s ordered! Serrano, Cayenne, Golden Cayenne and Bulgarian Carrot….. 🌶🌶🌶🌶 think they are all pretty hot. Other than that I’ve just been lazing in Grans chair in the sun room, writing this, oh met Claire for a coffee up the ladder over the fence for 10 mins.
Sky news are reporting a further 359 deaths in the last 24 hours taking our total to 39,728. I guess by tomorrow we’ll be over the 40k mark…. that’s 40,000 people that were living a life before this virus hit us. It’s quite a sobering thought. There are demonstrations going on all over the world about the death of George Floyd in America, the news is dominated by that today rather than Coronavirus. Black Lives Matter protests are taking place in lots of major cities across the world. Sadly the protests seem to be huge groups of people all congregating together. The reports doesn’t show much distance between anyone… it’s a really sad time.
Th is is pretty common in our house where Bhru and Freya steal Calaidh’s ball and don’t let her get to it… love the look on Bhru’s face…. s’mine…… 😈Calaidh jumped up for cuddles!
Another quiet night in for us and we might go to bed late…. like 10pm?!?
Last night after the girls finished on the slip and slide our neighbour Colin invited us to his new decking for socially distanced drinks. We took our own chairs and glasses and drink to make sure we didn’t cross contaminate anything and had a lovely wee catch up, first time in about 3 months. We came home just after 8 and sat out until about 10,30pm. It did get a wee bit chilly and I had to wrap up in my crochet blanket!
Lovely sunset last nightA high level plane flew right through the sunset!It took 4 mins for it to fly over us…. lockdown fact! I found the ideal place for the dying embers of the sun! The hat was to keep my head warm when the sun went down…. While hammocking might look cool here’s the reality 🤦🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️
Over drinks earlier Colin invited Craig to go and see his yacht in Ardrossan Harbour. I wasn’t going to go but decided I couldn’t miss the photo opportunity!
Socially distanced drive following ColinIsle of Arran in the distance from the roundabout Clyde Marina Ardrossan Not a ripple in the waterColin’s yacht BacchusShe’s a beauty Craig could even stand up downstairs!Action shot….Up front!Being Kate Winslet backwards! Wee cheeky Monaco selfieCraig the photographer…. never thought to mention a side step to the left would help?We really weren’t going for a Next catalogue photoshoot…. Cloudier today but still abroad heat hot! Made Craig drive the Jeep into a photo opp on our way home! Arran from the roadBeach and sea!!!!! So wanted to stop but all car parks are taped closed with police tape. Lots of cars pulled onto the grass but we weren’t going to do that. We were already stretching the rules already but didn’t do anything wrong by staying socially distanced and using hand gel before and after we went on it. I had to speak to my bladder nicely……. Pups pleased to see us when we got back!!
It’s raining!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😱😱😨
Sitting outside when we came home having a late bite of lunch and it’s started to rain so we are just gonna sit here and not move…. sitting through it!
Boy wonder in hammock and he doesn’t even need to try to get in it! It’s was built at his height so he could get a laugh!!
We had to give in and sit inside eventually… didn’t like indoors lockdown before!!
So I want to say something about all the photos I have posted so that you can understand a bit more about how bad our minds are and how we speak to ourselves. Unless I am on a diet and very thin which hasn’t been often in my life, I have a shocking self body image. I took one look at these photos and said to Craig “well I’ll not be posting any of them… they’re shocking” he apologised….. none of it is his fault… I have yet to embrace my size 16 shape. I’m not typing this for anyone to tell me otherwise but I feel I look awful this size. Yet I have posted loads of them…. my counselling has shown me that I need to learn to accept what is… accept the size I am to love myself before I can move on. That is sooooooooo difficult to do. Headshots I think…. hmmmmmmm yeah that’ll do but anything below that and I am horrified. I don’t feel this size so I’m shocked when I see myself. The hardest part of all this is that all through my life I have felt fat… what I wouldn’t give to be like that again!!! Yet I know how to do it and just can’t just now. For a million reasons I just don’t have the energy… I managed 15k steps for a good few days, others I’ve managed 10k and others I’ve been scared to look. My diet is pretty shocking, just laziness, but I have to just take one day at a time and know that whatever will be will be and it’s ok. It’s ok to be heavier, it’s not the end of the world… just so long as no one takes photos of me 🤦🏻♀️😱 all joking aside, I know it will come when the time is right, the weight will fall off as fast as it went on and until that day I need to deal with, sorry be proud of who I am. I thought this might be a wee step in that direction.
I hope this is true
Interesting to read that New Zealand are considering lifting lockdown next week after 11 days with no new cases of COVID-19z we have 436 new hospital admissions and I read somewhere that this was just for England… yet our lockdown is easing? Guess we just have to wait and see what that means for the UK.
Needless to say after yesterday’s walk I slept like a log and couldn’t open my eyes when Craig got up. He crept about like a wee mouse 🐁 and shut all the doors so I didn’t wake up. So much more thoughtful than I was yesterday. 😆 (the fact that I know he did it all kinda says it all but you know… we’ll give him this one!)
Reminds me of something I did the other day…. we have 3 baskets in the bathroom that we keep toiletries in. One of them (the middle one… Craig’s one… of course!) was full to overflowing and the lid didn’t sit on top… it was driving me mad.
There were at least 6 cans of deodorant in there and 4 had hardly anything in them so I left a note 😬 woman will get this…. men will just roll their eyes but come on………. really???!? Use, finish, bin. Done.
So up and tidied the kitchen and fed the dogs. Outside for coffee and admiring the garden!
The roses are starting to bloom in the last day or so 🌹🌹🌹
I suggested we take a dog walk up the end of the road to the Trearne Quarry. We’ve not been there for years. It’s the site of the old Trearne House.
How it looks today. Wee film by a sounding awfy puffed out Julesie. Dogs puffed out too! Just look at that sky…. Craig wanted to climb this! 🧗🏻♂️Back on top of the cliff looking to the left
Have to say it looks really nice in the photos but actually the earth was really soft and riddled with bits of plastic, grass, metal, you name it. The water that is there now is stagnant and looks pretty rotten just like the end of a puddle… and it stinks… so all in all not the best place for the dogs. Think I might go back and explore one day without them.
Heading back to the B777 main roadGateside from the Quarry entranceClose up! Spot the lovely VW still up for sale!! The Gateside Plant Centre have a new sign! They have decided not to open today but to continue online with deliveries of click and collect. They’ve done so well through this crisis and got business up on line long before many others have.
So back home for a lazy day in the sun I think. It’s so hot. The forecast says a maximum of 21 but it’s been hotter than that for days! I’ve already done two loads of washing and they are dry within an hour. Not sure if folk in warmer climates realise how long it takes us Scots to dry washing in the winter??! Days and days….
You know you’re getting on a bit when changing the bed in one day and putting the same sheets back on it’s just amazing…. clean bed tonight, can’t wait!!! There’s a queue to get up on the hammock wit Craig! 🐶🐶🐶
Craig’s away down to the Co-op while in lie with my head in the shade and my back in the sun trying to tan the ever elusive back of legs…. actually I’m writing this and I’m finding it can take up to 3 hours out of my day. It’s definitely faster the earlier I do it. If I wait until evening it’s like being on line with the old dial up!!!
In coronavirus news England are easing their lockdown from today and yet it’s different to what we have in Scotland. Our First Minister, Nicola Sturgeon, is urging us not to be confused by what Boris Johnson is releasing in England as Scotland is a few weeks behind as our virus spread happened after England.
Taken from BBC News website
Over the weekend there have been so many reports of huge gatherings down south. An illegal party in East London. A protest in London for American George Floyd who was asphyxiated by police in the States, beaches have been mobbed. In Scotland police had to issue 797 dispersal notices over the weekend with tourist hot spots like Glencoe and Loch Lomond heaving. We are only meant to be outdoors within 5 miles from our houses. No way all of that is caused by locals up there.
Haven’t mentioned Gateside Primary School’s COVID-19 snake made out of painted stones by the kids and the local community. Rachel next door won the competition to name it Patrick after the Patrick’s that donated the hall to the village in the late 1800’s. I’ve added 3 stones, just like my weight!!! Did these on Thursday night in between food deliveries at the pub Craig set up a slip and slide in the garden for the girls next door to play on! The puppers are loving it too…. least the grass is getting a wash 😆It’s hard to remember being so close to others that we could actually hug anyone we wanted to…. 💜