I am soooooo tired today, super lethargic.

I have yawned my head off a fair bit of the day.

I was up to the loo at 12.30 and then awake at 4.45am for the Fit Body Farm. I did not feel fit this morning… everything was an effort but at least I went and did everything we were meant to do. There was no “buzzing” about my workout this morning. More a wee candle flicker 🤦🏻‍♀️😂

It’s a dark and wet day. That mirrors my mood. I have to say I am a lot better than the weekend as there are no tears today and that’s a huge bonus.

I can cover every thing else up, I’m a master at hiding my mood at times (some folks might laugh at that!!) but when the tears want to come there is no stopping them. It’s the one thing that you can’t hide.

So today has been ok apart from my serious lack of oomph.

I’m frantically searching for energy and the huge amount I have eaten today is not going to cut it. I just need sleep.

I came straight home and into my jammies. I clicked at some point today that I forgot to change my oestrogen patch last night 😱 it’s not the end of the world and I changed it as soon as I came home. I’m getting a dab hand at the slap dash of plastering my back myself. 😂

Craig already had the fire on. I had leftover lasagne…. Do you realise I am almost eating that for every meal these days?!? I love it!!

I love this next one….

So big time self care for me tonight. I ain’t moving and am gonna have a very early night. I have the nurse at 8.50 tomorrow for blood pressure tests so I will try to pass on the message re my reaction to the progesterone and see if they suggest anything.

I also get a wee teensy weensy lie in! Bliss.

Oh and finally The little gift shop won the Best Independent Retailer at Scottish Business Awards 2022, last night! I’m so pleased for Gayle. She thoroughly deserves it after all her hard work!! I’m proud to be a part of it now too.

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️