Iām writing this wrapped in a blanket in my āChristmasā onesieā¦. Totally out of season but itās the first time Iāve been warm since I got home.
And we just had a mini explosion in the house as Craig moved his laptop! I screamed. A loud pop and a flashā¦.. š„š„š„
That did nothing for my nervous disposition today!
What a dayā¦.. I went to bed with a headache and woke with a headache. I havenāt been able to shift it all day.
Iāve felt dizzy on and off all day. Iāve thought my vision has been blurred at times. Iāve had brain fog and almost want to shake my head to clear the cotton wool feeling.
I came home to a plate of sandwiches from Holly next door, left over from something in the pub. I nearly cried with relief that I didnāt have to cook dinner. Total overreaction but soooooo grateful for them!
Now I should say here. I did a bit of reminiscing to my old working life today and I can honestly say that todays bad day is NOTHING compared to the bad days I have had. I am absolutely fine.

Itās been lovely weather. Beautiful sunshine, though cold. I also noticed that everything is really starting to bud now. The trees are growing greener every day.
(Laptop update, it was the charging cable thatās blownā¦. New one plugged in and all good! )
I listened to Eckhart Tolle on the way home. He always calms me down. My ego has been caught up in the drama of feeling rotten today. How funny that his podcast said that today. It released all the tension as soon as I realised that was true.

So hey, itās nothing that a massage and a good sleep wonāt fixā¦. So itāll have to just be the sleep⦠and the Christmas onesie obviously ššš
Stay safe everyone ā„ļøā„ļøā„ļø