I feel so exhausted and so sad today.

I could actually have sat still all day and stared into space and that would have done me nicely. It’s like I’m asleep inside my head.

I’m definitely in the green this weekend. Not that I would say I have a mental illness anymore, I would just call it my mental health. An’ it’s no been the best the day again…. She says in her broad Scottish accent.

I’ve still been out and got some fresh air. We took the dogs out this morning.

Spotted these lovely mini daffies blooming in Spiers School Grounds.

Then came home and Craig moved loads of soil while I raked it out and supervised him 🤦🏻‍♀️🤣

It looks amazing!!

My meadow garden is no more….. wonder how many of the weeds will still find a way this year?!? 🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤣

Calaidh hiding out in this mini wood shed!

It was forecast to rain today but it’s not come to anything yet. It’s 15.27 and I’m wrapped up in a blanket on the couch.

I hate days like this. I hate that I’m wasting so much of life wallowing in what feels like some fake self pity. I’m angry with myself for letting it take over.

And yet the tears are just bubbling under the surface ready to spring out at any moment.

It’s so tiring to keep fighting through these feelings and emotions. yet I would tell everyone else that it’s ok to have a low mood day, to take a rest day, to relax.

I have Craig feeding me Mac n’ cheese and puppers number 1 & 3 cooried into my legs.

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️