Maybe the adrenaline stopped pumping a wee bit today. Last day at work until 20th September and I was a bit antsy all day trying to get finished up and just constantly finding more to do.
Of course it was all in my head as I could have had the day off today. Iāve done quite a few extra hours and when Iām told I can take it back as a day or be paid I hear myself saying āwell Iām really busy up until the holidays so Iāll try to finish up earlier but I need to make sure that I get everything doneā.
As I hear that back in my head itās almost with a posh voice.
What I actually think to myself is very different to what I say⦠āIāll take Thursday off then and finish up a day earlierā. Then I get annoyed that no-one knew that and I feel like I have to be inā¦.
I think I should give all the hours because Iām grateful for the job. Itās a trigger from the olden days where Iād never have been offered the time back because it was expected. Also justifying my position as Iām waaaaaaaaay too busy to consider an extra day offā¦.. š¬
What a riot eh?!? So I had to go in to do a handover. The day drew out and I thought Iād go at lunch, then set 2pm and finally left at 2.53pm after hours of moaning that I just needed to get away.
For the men reading this have pity on your other halves as honestly we got the overthinking raw deal. Big time.
Soā¦. Iām on holiday now. Out of office is on and the phone is switched off. Check me.
I did get a Fiamma awning fitted to the van today.


Should say that I managed to squeeze a kinesiology session yesterday before I go on holiday. I was perfectly balanced when I went in which Iām always really chuffed withā¦.
Shelagh worked her magic as usual . We did work on anger and irritability. Iām looking forward to not screaming at Craig when I canāt find something when weāre away. š¤¦š»āāļøš¤·š»āāļøš
So back to today and I got home from work and took Calaidh for a walk and talked to the kennels we are using next week. Itās a beautiful afternoon and actually quite hot.
Back homeā¦.. still on the phone to the kennels and took Bhru and Freya for a walkā¦.. it was a long call but we filled in all the paperwork that was neededā¦. As I walked!


For the localsā¦. the field on the left next to āMargaretās fieldā has now been ploughedā¦.. Iāve never seen that ploughed. Countryside changes⦠how will we get to the golf course now?!? š±

Then Claire asked me if Iād like to go for dinner which was so nice of her. We had spaghetti bolognese (Claireās speciality⦠with pasta Craig, before you askā¦š¤£) and garlic bread. It was so tasty and we sat out in the sun to enjoy it.
I was back in for 6.30 and decided to use the evening to break the back of the housework. What a great idea rather than leaving it till the morning. It feels like a huge achievement. Itās been bothering me as the house had got pretty bad. I had to empty the hoover 4 times.
I should say here I have the Shark for animals. Donāt waste your money if you are considering it. Itās obviously made for people who are hoovering up after 3 hamsters š¹ š¹š¹ worth considering if you only have 3 hamsters mind you.
I still have 3 rooms to do but thatās way better than them all!
Iām sitting out here now. Apparently the sunset was mega tonight. I missed it but Iām enjoying the twilight.

Itās pretty cool in the evenings now⦠have to take warm stuff for holiday! Packing commences tomorrow!

Stay safe everyone ā„ļøā„ļøā„ļø