This is exactly how I felt this morning…. My head all over the place again, nervous about facing my day.

I am not gonna lie down to this. I’ve worked far too hard to get back from it. I had a few quiet tears before I headed off to work.

The only saving grace about working a bank holiday is the traffic. The roads were lovely and quiet. I made the most of the present moment and concentrated on enjoying the drive in.

I see the same cars most mornings, there are three that I’ve made names from their number plates. Gwiigan must have had bank holiday Monday off as I didn’t see him today!

Can you believe it’s May already? Craig and I fly to Iceland in 9 days!!!! It seemed like an eternity away when we booked it in November. Really need to think about what on earth we are taking with us in hand luggage!!! Wearing the same clothes for 3 days methinks…. We have not been abroad since…… gonna have to go away and ponder this and get back to you.

I’ve actually had a really good day considering my wobbly start.

I fasted for 22 hours!!! I started yesterday afternoon at 3pm after a huge lunch…. And just kept going. Not been hungry today at all.

It will do me good after my dreadful eating this last week or so. Stuffing my face with chocolate and cakes because I’ve felt so low.

I’m late with writing this as I’ve been a busy bee around the house! I had to sort out the kitchen and sunroom as they had become a dumping round in order to have a lovely dining room.

It is just a case of moving stuff around just now until it finally falls into the right places. The camping stuff in the dogs room needs sorted out so it can be stored properly and let us make space for the other displaced things. We basically had a whole office full of things that don’t really have a place anymore. I really enjoyed getting it all clean. It really helps my head though I do admit to being grumpy that we let it get into that state in the first place…. Hey I’m no angel 😂😘

We are both loving the new house layout. It really feels like such a change.

Craig’s mum sent this today…. Made me giggle.

So yeah I’ve actually had a good day today. I don’t feel tired. I’ve been focussed and driven to do stuff after work which I haven’t felt like all of last week.

Isn’t it funny how we can be down one day and up the next for no apparent reason?!

I’ll take it any day of the week….

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️