I did not go to the Fit Body Farm today… I was too tired. I had a late night last night and really just needed the lie in. I felt a huge amount of guilt missing it but I booked for Friday morning so I can’t keep down this avoiding it path! That gives me some accountability.

I’m being much better with food but feel super cranky that I’m trying not to pig out. It feels a bit like when I tried to give up alcohol…. Just that there’s nothing to look forward to if I can’t have crisps and chocolate at night. I am huffing and puffing like a stroppy teenager…. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤣

I know I am using snacks as a reward or relaxation after a busy day…. Something to look forward to, in the same way that people use booze… myself included up until 3.5 years ago. I’m so glad those cravings have gone. i just have to try and get back on track with the food cravings as I could inhale hubdreds of calories in a heartbeat just because I feel I deserve it.

Now this next bit is soooo true…

It’s a scorching hot evening.

It’s been a cold day. My hands were freezing in the office this morning…. I’m convinced that “cold mouse hand” is now a thing. The hand that sits in the mouse 🐁 (not a real mouse🤦🏻‍♀️) is cold all morning till the portacabin heats up.

The sun came out around 3pm I think and it’s just been getting hotter ever since.

I had lunch in Abbie the camper van again today….

Minestrone soup left over from the village pub this weekend!! It’s lovely.

I even put the pop top up while I sat. A nice wee relaxing quiet spot for lunch.

I stayed back after work today to wash he outside of the van as it was really dusty.

I took a before photo but forgot the after pic 🤦🏻‍♀️

So yeah there’s not much else to report. I have the Crochet Hookers tonight and I’m planning to do more work on my blanket. It’s coming on great now that I’ve turned the back to front squares front to back… 🤣

Oh I did have a hissy fit when I went to bed last night. Calaidh had chewed a chunk off my jeans up at the waist band. I was livid…. So angry and poor Craigie got it between the eyes…. So much so, he actually looked for them to buy me new pair today…. Turns out they are from Primark.

Honestly… I freaked over a damaged pair of Primark jeans. (It’s a very cheap shop for my non UK friends….)

It did make me laugh this morning given how upset I had been…. They are the only size 14s I have and that fit me like a glove. It’s amazing how you can overreact though.

So that’s me off to crochet now. Leaving this hot beautiful sun!

Stay safe everyone ☀️☀️☀️