The forecast was for rain in and off all day today….. it’s been lovely and warm, so sunny and Ellison and I got a seat out at lunchtime again, which is always lovely. It breaks up the day and it’s especially nice after all the rain we’ve been having.
The forecasts seem all over the place these days.
I’m shattered today. I’m sitting outside in the garden and it’s 5.15pm and the sun is hot. There’s a strong wind but it’s not cold.
And relax.
I’m yawning my head off…. 🥱🥱🥱
It’s been a really busy day today. I didn’t get anything done in any order. There was no control today, no process, I just had to jump from thing to thing and try and write notes so that by a Monday, I have half a clue about what has happened. I had tears before 8.30am over something that was really nothing…. When I write it down it sound so ridiculous, so pathetic…. We keep getting the wrong windows delivered and last night it happened again. It’s not my fault but I feel wholly responsible. I don’t know why I take these things so personally. Even when I find out what happened and how it happened, I still feel to blame and that I should have done something differently. I hate letting other people down.
When does this self flagellation ever end?!? (I have a wry smile when I say that’s flagellation and not flatulation…trying to make light of the situation…)
Anyhow, the rest of the day was much better, just busy. We’ve ordered a Chinese for dinner as I have no energy for cooking. I think I need to get up and at it with a dog jog tomorrow. This lethargy needs nipped in the bud. tonight I need to rest…. A lazy evening with a takeaway and a movie sounds like just the ticket.
It’s funny how some days this all just flows on past like it doesn’t matter and other days I choose to wallow in it. The voice in my head, tells me I’m not good enough, that’ll teach me for having such a great start to the week…. And then I beat myself for my overreaction and so it goes on.
So I’m just gonna sit back and chill and enjoy the lovely evening.
I’m back in The little gift shop tomorrow so that will be lovely and I have my big adventure on the Paddle Steamer Waverley on Sunday which I’m super excited about!! The weather looks promising which will just be amazing.
I have everything crossed. 🚢🚢
The clouds are really wispy but it’s just so lovely to see the 💙 sky! This is my view just now!
So much to be grateful for! Hope Craig thinks that after an evening with me 🥱😂😘
Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️
The Rambling Sloth 🦥 
Wow look at all that sunshine on your forecast! Much better than down here. Hope you have a better day tomorrow X
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Thanks lovely. I think im just shattered from yesterdays overreactions. It’s hard work being in my head sometimes!! 😂 the forecast has really picked up. Fingers crossed it happens! Xx
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