I had another great sleep last night.
I woke at 5am as Bhruic barked at something and lay until the 5.25am alarm.
It was just Claire and I running today.
I had a great run. I really enjoyed it.
I felt tired. Breathless but strong.
Action shot!! I am in there, honest!

Action shot of Claire!

Yeah those were not the best.
I had very steamed up glasses by the end!

It was meant to be lovely weather today but the rain didn’t clear until just after lunch.
Work was really busy and the day flew by!
I felt really good today.
I felt very different inside, I’d that makes sense?!
I am living without fear every step of the way… and I had no idea how that felt.
I am anxious about everything without even realising it.
I’ve really noticed today that I’ve been sure of myself and it’s such a lovely feeling.
I’ve laughed and smiled and giggled and felt bright all day.
I’m tired but instead of feeling so hard done to, I know that I’m tired because I’ve been really busy.
I’m engaged, I’m not bored. My brain is back in gear and I feel passionate about the things I am doing….
I am so glad I made the decision to go back on antidepressants.
Hmmmm….
It’s lovely outside now but very windy…

So I’m off to meet half the Hookers tonight for crochet and I’m going to work on Craig’s blanket.
Stay safe everyone ☀️☀️☀️
