Day 1846 a lovely sunny day!

It’s been a beautiful day! The car said it was 22.5°C when I left work today…. Lovely.

Of course it wasn’t quite that outside but it was warm.

I woke 15 minutes before the alarm.

I’d been awake for a few times in the night as my cold meant I was breathing through my mouth. I woke with that very dry mouth that takes a while to unstick (yeuch…. 😆)

I got up and headed downstairs and felt all tearful again. I let the tears flow as I had my shower.

I feel a lot calmer about my sadness today.

Yesterday I was raging at myself for being pathetic, dramatic and useless. (Harsh eh?!)

Today I think I’ve let it be what it is and I know that being angry at myself does not change that.

I’ve been calm for most of the day and haven’t felt my insides crawling to understand what’s wrong.

I’ve been in contact with so many people recently who have WAY worse going on in their lives than I do.

There is no reason for it, I’m just tired and sad.

This was the sky as I left for work this morning.

And it was a beautiful day until I came home from work and it clouded over. I’ve been in just a T-shirt most of the day.

Such a lovely feeling to feel the warmth of the sun.

Ellison and I sat out at lunch…

Pity about the view we had but it was lovely and warm and I hope the same tomorrow.

Long may it continue.

Stay safe everyone ☀️☀️☀️