I slept ALL night and woke at the 5.25am alarm. I hadn’t moved.
I still feel incredibly tired and heavy. I must remind myself that I’ve changed up my hormones and this whole downward spiral could be a result of that.
I couldn’t find half of my run gear this morning. I wasn’t switched on enough to have it ready last night. That’s never crossed my mind….
I had to wake a sleepy Khaleesi up to rummage through the clean washing.
My legs felt heavy and I was full of sadness.
We ran and the girls chatted and I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t join in. I was there but I couldn’t trust myself to open my mouth.
When Lynsey asked how I was…. I gulped and tears formed as I said I was hanging in there and left it at that
I don’t want to be the misery.
I want to be the light.
I want to be the joy.
But right now I’m a little bit sad and heavy.
Tired and sluggish.
I still ran 5.4kms but I was slow.
But I still ran.
I came in to the house and sat down and had a wee cry.
I felt so tired I couldn’t be bothered having my shower (I did as my hair was manky!!) but I had to get into work early.
This was the sky as I left.
We had a very busy day at work today. 3 vans coming in and customers to be entertained or driven to the train station.
The day passed quickly and I’m fine.
Just dog tired.
Awwww we had a lovely wee dog in work today… I got seriously sniffed when I got home tonight!!
Claire sent me this today…. Isn’t this so lovely 🥰
So I’m off into the pub for an alcohol free pink gin and to meet the Crochet Hookers tonight.
I hope they are braced for the joy and light I’ll be spreading tonight…. She says slightly tongue in cheek. 😆
Every day is a new day.
Let’s keep putting one foot in front of the other. It might surprise you and add up to 5.4kms 😆😘
Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️
The Rambling Sloth 🦥 