What a rubbish titleā¦ back to reality and thereās not much else to say!
I slept like a log, woke at 5.45 and got straight up to work on my Donna Ashworth journal.
I sat by the light of the candle and poured onto paper. I love it!
Six years ago if you asked what I was proud of I would have stubbornly said ānothingāā¦. Now I have so much to be proud of and grateful for.
I donāt say that boastfullyā¦. Iāve worked very hard to get to this stage.
I managed to get into the car this morning no problem, my doors were not frozen shutā¦ I did not have to climb into the boot today. Now thatās definitely a great start to the day!
Now I guarantee you will think this looks disgustingā¦ butā¦ in an effort to use up things in my storage cupboard, Iāve been having Chia Seed pudding for lunch.
This has chia seedsā¦ obviouslyā¦. Freshly made oat milk (made in my new nut milk maker for Christmas) maple syrup, chocolate and salted peanuts.
Iām really enjoying it and itās cost me nothing as I have all the ingredients in the house. Yes I know I paid for them before, but you know what I mean!
Iām really trying to think differently this week. Iām not escalating things in my own mind and itās making me smile as I do it.
And thisā¦. I am so grateful for the dark that I went through as itās allowed me to see everything in a different light.
Stay safe everyone ā„ļøā„ļøā„ļø
The Rambling Sloth š¦„ 
Chia seed pudding? š¤¢ youāre right, looks horrible, but well done for all the food prep using stuff youāve already got Xx
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It doesnāt look pretty but itās nice. Saving money by not splurging and using stuff out the cupboards. How are you? When is your mums funeral? Sending love xx
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Itās pretty challenging this end to be honest. I registered my Mumās death yesterday (Little Ted came too in my bag šš§ø). Funeral Directors today. My Dad is causing me huge amounts of stress/anxietyā¹ļøā¹ļø. Registrar yesterday was wonderful though, about 1.5 hours of counselling, she really went above and beyond the call of duty. I should be able to set my Mumās funeral date today which will please all the people hassling me for it.. Xx
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Oh Gail Iām so sorry and didnāt mean to add to the hassle, that sounds so hard, especially dad. I love that you took little ted and those people that go above and beyond are just angels sent to help you when things are tough (I am not religious so I just mean lovely people!!!) big hugs and remember this is the worst thing ever and itās hard and it sucks an awful lot. Iām thinking of you xx
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Thank you, youāre fine, of course I donāt mean you!! X
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I know but I wanted to say that šš
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