Day 1405 yay it’s my weekend!!

Just after saying that I had this sleep thing sussed… last night happens.

It wasn’t THAT bad I did fall back to sleep down on the couch, after 2am, but the fitbit says no you didn’t… it’s not always right. 😂

I felt super tired this morning and a bit unsettled and tearful… again…. 🙄

I had a good chat with Ellison when I got to work and she put my head back on my shoulders.

I actually walked back from the chat with a calmness that I carried all day. Sometimes the noise gets so loud. Jeez I sound like a crazy person.

This next one is why I write the blog. I need daily silence to put my mind at rest.

I try to make sense of my troubled thoughts and replace them with peace and strength.

And this is exactly it….

I am in too much of a hurry. mostly because I keep seeing things like this….

I need to feel the fear and do it anyway.

I have no plans this weekend.

I know for so many people that seems like heaven.

Unfortunately for me… it stretches before me like a big hole in the ground. (I’m sure I’ve stolen that quote from a show!)

I hate the thought of having nothing to do.

So… I’ve booked myself onto a Clyde Charters Dolphin Spotting Tour on Saturday. It’s £49.99 for 3 to 4 hours of dolphin spotting on the River Clyde, sailing out from Greenock. Something a wee bit different and easily accessible from home.

I’m a bit nervous I look like the sad, lonely wifie on the boat as it will be way smaller than the Waverley, but I’d much rather do that than housework.

Life is for living.

Always with this run out of time thing….

So get up and comfies on.. I’m relaxed.

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️