Oooh Iāve been a ratbag today. Iāve been so ratty⦠I donāt know why, but Iām snapping at everyone and everything thatās not going my way.
I know Iām better than this.
I donāt want to be that personā¦. I just feel a bit meh just now. This is the week of my birthday and I usual count down the days in November. Not so much this year. I cannot believe itās a year since my 50th!! Where has the year gone?!
Listen to me sounding all Eyoreā¦

Iām sorry. I want to be full of sweetness and light. Iām not living in wonder at the present moment, Iām just just a bit flat.
I went round to the beach while I waited to meet Andrena and Linda for dinner at Gro Coffee. Itās dark and mean and moodyā¦. The sky is full of passing rain showers. The Isle of Arran invisible behind the clouds.



Gro looks lovely in the dark with all of its lovely lights. Very inviting.

I came in early and itās such a lovely space and it was cold and dark in the car. This was a very good idea. Iāve ordered a decaf coconut milk latte.
There are good tunes playing and itās immediately lifted my mood. Iām excited to catch up with the girls and hear all about the Fit z body Farm.

I guess we canāt all be happy and full of the joys of spring (š¤·š»āāļø) every day.
The key is how you manage the less happy days. Being aware is half the battle. Iāve been apologising to everyone all day. š„ŗš¬ One day I hope I will be able to keep calm and not get flustered. I have set myself high goals eh?!
Spending time in a lovely place with lovely friends is always going to help lift your mood.
We had a lovely wee catch up and the loveliest food.
We shared a Cajun chicken pizza, buttermilk chicken strips with BBQ and Siracha sauce, bread and oils and Caprese salad.

Gro Coffee is just so pretty.

This is really blurry but I had to get a cake for Craigie! I didnāt have one as I couldnāt have fitted anymore in. š

It was a lovely evening with lovely people who are good for my soul!!
Iām also hoping thereās some cake left over for tomorrowā¦. š
Stay safe everyone ā„ļøā„ļøā„ļø