Can you believe it?!?

Ellison and I actually sat outside at lunchtime today.

It was so lovely to see some sunshine and for it not to be raining or a howling gale.

Temperature wise it probably wasn’t anywhere near 10°C!! I love that she wasn’t to sit outside as much as I do though!

Work was busy and went quickly. There was torrential rain just before I left. On one side it was sunny and the other the sky was navy blue. This photo doesn’t do it justice.

There’s a solar eclipse tomorrow.

This is the first time I’ve been so in tune with Chinese New Year as I’ve felt every bit of everything I’ve read about the year of the snake.

I’m so ready to be clearer and stronger. I’m leaving the depression and the anxiety and the regrets behind and moving on with my life.

I’m a very different person than I was 8 years ago. I much prefer this version. She has boundaries. She makes the effort when she wants to and not when the things she “should”. She speaks her truth as often as she can, within reason and she isn’t in that rat race anymore. She prioritises rest and knows immediately when something is off kilter

I’ll stop talking about myself in the third person 😆

I love that I know so much about myself and what makes me tick. I have the confidence to know when I’m right and to know when to back down.

I am empathetic of others. I might not like when they disagree with me or act in a way I wouldn’t but I go a long way to understanding where they are coming from.

I’m rambling now.

I’m tired.

Tomorrow I’m hoping to be wide awake and racing with the fire horse. 🙈😆

Stay safe everyone 🐍🔥🐎