I was exhausted last night and just couldn’t put “pen”to “paper”.

We’ve got so much going on with the sale of Craigs house in Kilmarnock.

We have the best holiday ever.

We lose our lovely Khaleesi.

We get told the house is going to a closing date.

The mortgage company screw things up.

Life is a massive rollercoaster and I think I need to get off for a rest. (Again)

I thought our holiday was a rest from what we’d gone through this year.

Actually I wonder if it was to prepare us for what was to come.

I try to live a positive life these days which is MILES from the person I used to be.

Deep down I know I need to be in this place for everything to work out. This is exactly the path I’m meant to be on. Wow I feel calm actually typing that.

I decided to open Donna Ashworth Joy Chode You… a random page.

My word for October is LOVE. Once again the book knows…. 🫶🏼♥️ WOW!

I’m going to read that a few times and take it all in.

Donna also says…. If there is a secret to u locking a wonderful life it is to be fearless enough to take pleasure from every simple day.

Wow.

I’ve seen 12:12 and 13:13 and 14:14 up until 19:19 so far today.

I swear I don’t look for them. I randomly glance at my phone and there is is. It makes me smile so much.

That’s a pleasure for me in the simple every day while I’m rolling that rollercoaster wandering what it might throw at me next. (That’s a whole lot of metaphors that didn’t quite go together. But that made me smile too!

And breathe.

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️