Hmmmm what do you write about on the day after the day after your whole world changed and you lost your lovely dog?!
This is on my last walk with her, we knew she wasn’t feeling great but had no idea what was to come.

I guess by now it goes without saying that she’s still in our every thought and we are lost without her.
Craig went back to work today. You don’t get the luxury of time off to grieve when you are self employed.
He’s still in bits. He won’t mind me saying that because it’s true.
I am spending as much time as I can with the 3 Borders….

I’m appreciating their cuddles and attention.
I let them run and play today. I watched them and enjoyed it.

It’s been really dull and dark all day. We tried to walk before the rain came but the rain came… 😆

It was lovely just getting soaked breathing in nature.
Sadness hits.

It comes and goes.
The memories will always be there.
I had a lazy morning. Time passes so quickly in your own head.
I was lucky enough to have booked my very first Reiki appointment today with the lovely Fiona in The Healing Hut.
She came highly recommended by several friends.
I had a lovely session with her. I’m already looking forward to my next one on 7th November. It was so relaxing.
I picked a card for SELF LOVE and I have to work on loving myself and stop putting myself down. That makes me super cringe… therefore it’s definitely something I need to concentrate on.
I felt super energised when I got home and I tidied up the house.
I got the Donna Ashworth, Words to Live By journal…. I haven’t written in it since mid August.
I randomly opened her book Growing Brave and got this….. synchronicity. 🫶🏼♥️

It’s so wet outside that it’s a good day to get back to it.
I’ve chosen LOVE as my word for October.
I need to feel all the love and appreciate everything that we have as we have no idea how long we’ll have it for.
Life is for living.
Jeez I’m so deep these days.
So ending on a more light hearted note… this is where we were this time last week.




A little bit of heaven on earth.
It seems such a distant memory now. It’s nice to relive it a bit.


And breathe.
We have Storm Amy starting to blow here.

It’s wild so we’ll have a nice cosy night in cuddling the 3 degrees.

Remembering the Queen Khaleesi.

Right by Craig’s side as he opened his 50th birthday presents.

Always by his side.

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️