My energy levels are up as Iāve been watching my food intake this week.
Iām not just stuffing my face full of food and not tasting it.
Iāve cooked and made salads and tried not to eat junk.
So⦠I slept like a log but woke at 5.30.
I lay and wasted timeā¦. For a while.
We had coffee and Craig made bagels with steak strips and horseradish, for breakfast⦠lovely.
I took the dogs up the hill and saw an injured deer š¦ in the field.
It was hardly able to walk. I felt awful for it and didnāt know what to do so I called our local wildlife centre and they came out straight away. They are just around the corner thankfully.
I have to say I felt pretty old when the two girls that turned up looked late teens. Iām sure they werenāt!! I donāt know if they will have been able to find it as they didnāt want me to go back up the hill with them.
I then tackled the oak worktops in the kitchen that have been driving me mad for agesā¦..
Iām sooooo chuffed with my progress, still another 25 hours and 2 more coats of Danish Oil to go.
Then I had a shower to de-dust and have sat working on my Donna Ashworth journal and Her Travel Circle post about the PS Waverley.
What next⦠oh clean bed!!!! Yay! Hoovering and cleaning up all my sanding dust.
I am hungry tonight but I feel so much better for eating a wee bit better and a wee bit less.
I did t sleep well waking at 10.30pm, 12.30pm and finally 2.43am š«£ I didnāt actually have to get up until about 4.30 but of course I couldnāt get back to sleep.
My mind was racing.
I got up and let the dogs out the backā¦. They barkedā¦ā¦ it wasnāt even 4.30!!! š«£
Quick shower changed and out the door to realise the car was frozen! Itās our first frost of 2025. I could have taken a photo of the car but I went into āfastest way to defrost mode!ā
Of course you are never ready for the first frost.
Goodness knows where my de-icer is?
I hadnāt had any thought to put the frost cover on.
So I used the best method my neighbour Helen gave meā¦. Fill a sandwich bag full of hot water and seal it. Then rub it across the windows.
Perfect.
I was only -0.5°C so it wasnāt cold enough for the melted frost to freeze again, so that was a bonus. š
I set off for Edinburgh Aiport.
There was freezing fog.
Just at Glasgow Airport a van seemed to almost blow up and the smoke that belched out the back of his van actually made me almost stop. I couldnāt see a thing. There were huge clouds of thick smoke!
He pulled over eventually and was still at the side of the motorway when Craig and I came home.
My drive was uneventful after that. A message came through from Craig as I passed Harthill Service Station!
He pretty much sailed through immigration and baggage reclaim and was out 30 minutes after landing. I think thatās pretty good for an international flight.
I went to the petrol station at Newbridge and filled up.
I sat in a car parking space for a few minutes until he called to tell me he was out.
The early morning sunrise sky was beautiful!
So huge big hug in the drop off and pick up zone and off we go back to home⦠via the supermarket for a quick shop⦠as you do!
Work flew by and now weāre in the village pub. One of our lovely neighbours is back from Australia and itās so good to see her!
I donāt watch the news to protect my peace but I have seen lots of photos of the hurricane over Jamaica right now šÆš²š«¶š¼
We complain about our weather but we are so lucky not to ever face anything like that.
It must be terrifying.
This morning was very dark, wet and windy.
My alarm was set for 5.30am but I woke just before 5.
I had a nice chat with Craig out in sunny Doha to start the day.
I got showered and dressed ready for work and took the dogs out about 6.15am.
I had to walk through that huge big puddle!
Iāve got my headtorch on.
I love the way the clouds follow the shape of the road.
My headtorch died right about now!!
A lovely light coming back into our village.
Itās much calmer tonight, itās rained on and off all day but the wind has settled for a bit. I thought this nighttime photo of the tree from our garden looks so like the morning one above.
This is what a shower looks like, when you leave the door open, in a house with 3 Border Collies.
I went outside to play with the dogs for a while.
They are knackered after running about with tennis balls.
Work was really busy and passed quickly.
I feel a bit off today and I canāt put my finger on it.
Iām antsy.
Iām tired.
Iām bored being tired.
I have lots I want to do but I literally canāt be bothered doing any of it⦠yet Iām annoyed by my lethargyā¦. Yet never happier in my big comfy blanket and jammies.
I took the dogs for a walk as soon as I got home. This next pic showed lovely red sky but itās not showing up as it looked.
Mild panic on the way back down the hill as there was a loose cow on the road. I slowly walked behind itā¦I started to message the village chat to suggest I may need rescued ššš
This photo is dark but the cow turned right into the farm entrance and up to the sheds.
Thank god š
She was a big one!!!
We walk back home relieved
So sit down for this next bitā¦. I actually cooked two chicken breasts, made 2 homemade burgers from 5% minceā¦. And then I made some spicy bolognaise with the rest of the mine.
I mean, come on. So much batch cooking⦠she who doesnāt cook anything much⦠so many meals in one day.
I then had a Scottish Dog Behaviourist enquiry call to make.
And finally I sat down on comfies to eat and watch the rest of Celebrity Traitors.
This is blurry but Calaidh is watching me eat my dinner.
Craigās still having a blast out in Doha. What an opportunity of a lifetime!
I was in bed early, so naturally, woke early and not a cough in sight!!! Thank goodness.
I still feel exhausted but Iām not hacking my lungs up anymore.
I saw a strange light on the bedroom wall and I jumped up, got changed, grabbed the dogs and ran out to experience this.
The sky was stunning. I think Claire and Rachel met out in their respective back gardens, and the sky was purple and orange before I got out.
I was literally running to try to get to the best view point before sunrise.
There was almost a red rainbow š but I was in too much of a hurry to stop⦠šš
We are heading towards sunrise.
The sky is burning š„
This guy cycled past me and gave me a fright!! I took a photo of him cycling off into the sunrise.
(Iāve lost count of the amount of times Iāve typed sunset instead of sunrise!
Isnāt it stunning?
These lovely trees on the sunrise horizon⦠these used to be the trees I drove past when I first went to counselling when I was off sick⦠my counselling trees.
There is a thick band of cloud over the rest of the sky so the sun is only visible for minutes.
And there it goes already.
It was raining by the time we headed home and itās rained all day.
This little robin flew across the road in front of us so many times.
There could have been many robins but I like to think it was Khaleesi, joining us on our walk. š«¶š¼ Bless her.
I went for a healthy food shopping in our local Tesco.
Tesco has been completely revamped and it felt very strange being in it. Iāve obviously not been for a while. š
When I got home I felt completely exhausted.
I got changed into clean jammies and sat down with puppy Calaidh. It was only 11.50am and I was done for the day. I was yawning my head off.
I felt much calmer when I made the decision to relax and stop trying to do housework etc
Toe beans š« š¾
So Iāve done nothing really in the house this weekend⦠and thatās ok.
I decided to watch Cekebrity Traitors on BBC iPlayer.
Then Gayle messaged to ask if I fancied a trip to IKEA.
Yes
Yes
Yes
Yes
And yes please!!
I jumped up and showered and got changed and was ready to go.
I spent Ā£1.50 on this mat for the dogās water bowls, it matches the kitchen perfectly!!
And so Iām back home after a lovely wee afternoon out.
Iām back in jammies and Iāve had more chickpea curry.
Iām relaxing with the pups and itās soooo dark outside.
Craigās still having a great time, training and exploring Doha. I am fairly certain thereās going to be a trip for me on the horizon.
I could sleepā¦. Iāve dragged myself around half the day stressing about feeling tired, fighting it, trying not to fight itā¦.. but I do think it could be a wee teensy, weensy bit of lonelinessā¦.. she who seeks out silence at every opportunity, really wishes she was in Doha too!!!
Gayle has just messaged and asked if I want to go to Largs and I have instantly perked upā¦. I donāt feel tired anymore, how funny.
I woke at 4.44amā¦..
The good news is that I didnāt cough once⦠ALL NIGHT.
How is it possible you can cough all night one night and not at all the next?!?
I got the dogs up and brought them through with me and we snuggled.
I got slapped with various paws in the face.
I had claws dig in my skin but I loved chattering away to them.
I finally got up about 7, fed the dogs and headed out in the dark for a walk with them.
I took lots of photos of spooky trees this morning. They still remind me of my inlaws neighbour Carole. She loved a spooky tree.
The light is comingā¦..
Huge clouds on the horizon.
The girls are having fun.
Itās cold and a wee bit windy but itās lovely.
At 8.30 I meet Rachel for our 5k⦠just the two of us today.
I found it soooooooo hard. Honestly my legs were like lead weights, so heavy and I really struggled to keep moving.
This is the same road as the earlier photo, the sun is now up!
I am so happy it was over! Rachel was dressed for summer and I was dressed for a cold run!
Weād had a good chat about diet and I came home and made an omelette for breakfast and I really enjoyed it.
I had 3 Scottish Dog Behaviourist calls to make today. One at 11, one at 12 and one at 1pm.
No answer at 11 and the other two went well. I did some housework and some Her Travel Circle work in between.
Then just like that it was 2pm!!
Iāve moved some logs in the garden, done some more tidying but literally humphed myself around the house complaining about being so tired!!
So yeah, Iām really looking forward to meeting Gayle tonight and wonāt post this yet in case I get some photos!!!
We went to Largs and there are photos!!
We ended up going to Nardinis in Largs as Wetherspoons was heaving.
Death by sugarā¦. We need to find something to do in the winter that doesnāt involve so many calories!
Gayleās car looks amazing under the lights on Largs prom.
That was good for the soul. A great natter!
Craig is still having a great time out in Doha and I really do wish I had gone out took maybe one day. The place he is staying is lovely!!
Really randomly my brother, sis in law and nephew are in Doha for 3 hours layover tonight. Such a shame they canāt meet up!
I eventually got the dogs up at 5.30 and they were half asleep!
We all went back to bed until walkies with Holly and Leo at 8am.
It was beautiful morning. The sky was stunningā¦. Zoom in for the low cloud over the Garnock Valley.
I came home and made a few Dog Behaviour calls and got ready to meet my Auntie Jac.
She got the bus all the way to Beith!
We headed straight to The Little Coffee Caravan and had a lovely chat with Donna and Richard. I donāt get there often enough but Jac and I used to got lots when I was off sick.
We had a lovely coffee and I had a raspberry and white chocolate blondieā¦. Sooooo good.
The sun was shining.
We sat in the house and talked till the cows came home š (at length!) and ended up in Mocha JaKās for lunch.
We had a lovely bowl of lentil soup and brown bread.
We may have them shared a mint brownie and had another coffee!
It was a lovely wee day!
I found this picture of us both taken about 20 years agoā¦. I was the thinnest I have ever been.
I didnāt have time to go for a food shopping as I had another dog call to make when I got homeā¦. So I raided the cupboards and had everything to make a Chickpea and Spinach Curry. Healthy Living James Recipe
Check meā¦.
I am very proud!
Calaidh and Bhruic are shocked!
Now I have to be honest and burst this bubble a bitā¦.. it didnāt taste of anything much and I wonder if my spices were maybe a bit past their sell by date š«£š¬
Itās still good, wholesome, if slightly off, food!!
Meanwhile my other half is having a wonderful time acclimatising, training dogs and exploring Doha in Qatar.
Itās stunning to see.
I am gutted I didnāt go but Iām equally pleased to be able to be with our pups and spend time with them.
I have no plans for the rest of the weekend except a run in the morning. Just how I like it.
This is the longest Thursday ever in historyā¦. And itās still only 6.45pm!
Iām still going. I flagged about 11am with a few yawns but Iāve been fine since⦠she says yawning as I type the word yawn. š„±
I didnāt sleep well.
I was in bed for the back of 8pm I think. I coughed and coughed and coughed and finally moved to the couch at 12.30am to let one of us get some sleep.
I hadnāt coughed much at all the night before⦠but heyā¦. I heard Craig come down our very creaky stairs at 2.44am followed by a herd of Border Collies.
Time to get up. 2.44am.
I felt hungoverā¦. Which was obviously not possible.
Iād showered last night but I got my lunch ready, made a smoothie and got ready to go to work.
We left about 3.40am.
My eyes were all over the place, I couldnāt focus on the road I felt so tired.
And then, a mere 10 minutes into our trip my FUEL WARNING LIGHT CAME ON.
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Now being the organised lady that I am, one of the things to check would have been that the vehicle making the very early morning dash to the airportā¦.. HAD ENOUGH FUEL IN IT?!?!?
I was not driving said vehicle in the week prior to the trip. I did ask if there was sufficient fuelā¦.. I may not have been heard.
So we turn off the M8 just after Glasgow Airport and head to Essso on Renfrew Roadā¦. Closedā¦. But donāt panicā¦. Thereās another petrol station a few minutes away on Paisley Road.
You guessed it.
CLOSED.
You can imagine my internal reactions.
Outwardly I was WAY more calm than I would have been pre anti-depressant.
To access the 2nd closed Esso garage⦠I turned right across a dual carriageway and drove right over the central reservation!!!!!!
I still canāt believe I never saw it was a central reservation and to be fair, Craig didnāt seen it either until Bertie Beetle walloped down the other side of it.
I just hope no one saw me š«£
So we get back on to the motorway after using up more precious fuel and settle for 24 hour Asda in Govan, where we watch an urban fox meander across the forecourt and into the bushes. Brave fox living there right next to the M8 motorway!
I am refuelled and back on the road a mere 15 minutes later than we would have been, but we have plenty of time.
The roads are surprisingly busy. I mean, not busy but enough that you do wonder where everyone else is going.
I drop the Scottish Dog Behaviourist off at Edinburgh Airport just before 5am. Heās off to Doha in Qatar at the request of a lovely Scottish girl who needs help with her dogs!
Bless himā¦. Despite avoiding each other for a week, I may have sent him away with my cold!
His case is full of dog toys and balls and chews and poo bags and all things doggy as they canāt get them out there so she sent them here!!
I pray heās not stopped. š«£
So of course, by this time Mrs Weak Bladder needs the loo.
I pull into the petrol station just outside Edinburgh Airport and order a soya latte and an almond croissant.
āIām just nipping to the looā I shout to the coffee guy.
āSorry theyāre out of orderā he says.
GULP.
Bladder springs into actionā¦ā¦.
So I have to drive to Harthill Service Station to find one. Thatās half way across Scotland!!!
Very relived. Literally.
I got to work at 6.15am!!!
Thanks to my lovely neighbour Holly for not only letting the dogs out a few times today, she walked them twice AND left me my dinner in the fridge!!!!
How lovely is that?!?! So very kind.
So by the time I thought about checking Craigās flight, he was already one of ten billion flights across Europe š«£ spot the red plane.
Heās then over Turkey.
Then Baghdad!!!!
Heading to Basra!!!!
Before finally landing in Doha!
I am still working by this time and managed 15 minutes short of a 10 hour shift today!!!
I donāt know where the energy came from.
There was a lovely rainbow on the way home and I had to stop for photosā¦.. a gate at the end of the rainbow š š
There is a double rainbow but the second is very faint.
The big dark hump is my car!
I came home to Hollyās lovely dinner⦠Thai Green Curry and Sticky Toffee Pudding.
Exactly what the doctor ordered.
Still not done, I have two Scottish Dog enquiry calls to make and then Andy the milkman comes to the door and then I sit to write this.
Freya doesnāt want me to write the blog tonight.
Iām under a puppy pile!
Oh should say Craig is very happy and settling in well and theyāve already had the dogs out for a walk to suss the surroundings.
Scottish Dog Behaviourist flies to Doha at 8am tomorrow morning from Edinburghā¦. And I have to get him there. Think weāre leaving about 3.30am!
I slept like a log until 5.21am and the alarm was due to go off at 5.25!!
I had a coughing fit when I woke but the cold symptoms have been a lot less severe todayā¦. Thankfully. Maybe finally turning the corner?!?
I ran with Claire, Lynsey and Rachel this morning and I managed it⦠once I managed to find a left and right sock.
This is Claire coming out of her house next door with her head torch on, reflecting on the village hall windows!
I cut out a bit of our normal run to make it shorter but I still ran over 5kms.
It was slow as my legs were heavy while strangely, my breathing was ok.
Then poor Rachel two doors door tripped up the kerb on the Beith Bypass and hit the ground.
We have made the decision to stop running over the bypass in the dark. Itās got so busy this last year. The traffic is fast and relentless with few gaps.
Sheās ok but scraped her hands and knuckles as she reached out to catch herself. It could have been so much worse so lesson learned!!
Iām so glad I managed to e run, it was good to be back.
I did lots more sorting out at work today so was in my element. More to do tomorrow.
It was lovely and sunny and we sat out at lunch. lovely blue sky.
But now I need to sleep. Think of me when you wake up as Iāll have crossed Scotland twice! Call me if you canāt sleep!!
Wishing Craig the most amazing trip to Doha and hoping this becomes a regular thing for him. Scottish Dog Behaviourist goes global!!
If anything my cold is worse, but I went back to work because my head is actually more focussed⦠so thatās a bonus. My hacking cough is not a bonus⦠it hurts and I feel all sorry for myself.
But Iām fineā¦. Itās been a beautiful day today. A lovely sunrise, a warm, sunny day and a lovely sunset.
Check our two latest vans for sale at work!
Ellison and I sat out at lunch and it felt really hot.
I had a new apple thatās red inside. It still tastes like apple but itās kinda cool.
I came home to a lovely dinner that Craig had made between jobs.
I then took the puppers out!
The hedges have all been cut so the road looks so different! Thereās also lots of thorns on the road now.
The sky was lovely and it was still quite warm.
I came home and made 3 Scottish Dog Behaviourist calls for Craig.
And now Iāve sat down to eat some ice cream and someone wants some⦠I love her but Iām not sharing!!
Bless I love when you get the puppy dog eyes!
So all in all a lovely day. I am ok⦠just needing these germs to be gone. š¤§
Iām so disappointed⦠I felt a bit better by last night and agreed to run with the girls this morning.
I woke at 5am and there was no way I could run.
Iāve much more of a tickly cough today. I think it was my bodyās way of telling me that I shouldnāt be running.
I just feel exhausted.
Iāve tried to do some Her travel Circle posts today so I feel a bit better about that. My heart wasnāt really in it but itās a start.
I did my Donna Ashworth journalling and this was my random selection from her book Joy Chose You.
Wowā¦. As usual. š«¶š¼
I took the dogs for a walk again and I actually saw some sunshine for the first time this week!
It felt lovely for the ten minutes it shone through the clouds.
I managed a couple of loads of washing and then Gayle picked me up and we went to the Boatyard in Lochwinnoch for hot chocolate and a scone with cream and jam.
It was so lovely to catch up with her. It feels like itās been ages with our holiday, then Khaleesi and then the coldā¦.
So yeah, I might sleep in the spare room tonight as the cough is driving me nutsā¦. Itās not bad, itās not loud itās just irritating.
Iām so grateful to have another day off to relax tomorrow.
Iām feeling a wee bit better today but still stayed in my jammies for most of the day.
Just taking it easy.
I sat outside with the pups for a bit. None of them looking at the camera!
Thatās slightly betterā¦.
I turned the phone upside down again.
I put lots of things up for sale on Vinted today. I could just do it at my own pace and stop for coffees!
Iāve already sold one of Craigās shirts!
I just have been at that for bout 3 or 4 hours.
I then had. Shower, got dressed and took the dogs up the hill. I felt a bit stronger today.
I played with portrait mode on my phone.
Yup she went in the burn to get a stone out!
So yeah, I enjoyed the walk today.
Straight back into jammies when I got home and I have my feet up in front of the fire.
So yeah, nothing much else to reportā¦
Ok if Iām honest Iām feeling dreadful Iāve not done anything for Her Travel Circle since Rhodes⦠I need to get the finger out and get back to it. Thatās the only things thatās really eating away at me now⦠anyhooā¦
I am feeling a little bit better as the pain in my head and sinuses has eased but I still want to sleep for Scotland š“ó §ó ¢ó ³ó £ó “ó æ
Thatās ok because I can. I have no plans for the weekend.
I did get up at 8am and sat out in the garden with the dogs for a half hour or so. The fresh air was lovely.
I went back to bed about 11 and slept until 2pm.
Just throw that ball š„
I had a nail appointment at 4.45pm that I remembered about when I woke up. So I had to have a shower and head out for that. I went for a nice autumnal colour.
I took the dogs for a slow walk up the hill while I was still dressed. The fresh air does me good.
I noticed these beautiful trees in the village hall as I walked back home. They were planted for the Queenās Jubilee. They are beautiful.
And they match my toes and my toes match my jammies ā„ļø
I took a lemsip before bed and slept like a log until 2am. Then was wide awake⦠itās funny that after a whole day of craving sleep.
I stayed in bed until 2pm and only got up because I was hungry I want to be able to sleep tonight.
The puppers have been looking after me.
I changed into the giant pink marshmallow Kuddly as itās sooooo cosyā¦. despite being horrifically pink. I am not a pink person, I may have mentioned that before š
Kisses from Bhruā¦. either than or sheās washing me.
Freyaās checking me out.
Bhru might need fed š
Calaidhās sitting on my knee!
Itās all in my head⦠physically, not literally.
My head is thumping, my sinuses are heavy and sore and Iām still shattered.
Itās been a heavy few weeks, maybe that has just taken its toll.
What a dayā¦.. honestly I had felt every long minute of it.
I feel like I have endured today rather than lived it.
I am exhausted.
I dropped my salad all over the floor this morning before work.
I picked it up and put it back in the tub and took it to workā¦.. š¬š
I could have slept at my desk.
My head is foggy and thick (yes moreso than usual!)
My breathing is deep.
My throat needs clearing a lot.
My head has had flashes of pain then nothing at all.
My legs feel weak
My eyes are heavy.
I didnāt put this face on⦠it just was š
I slept for hours last night but I didnāt feel rested when I woke.
By 8.08am I was already thinking are we there yet? Is it time to go home?
I dreamed of leaving at lunchtime to head to bed.
By lunchtime I thankfully thought the hairy dog salad through and ordered lentil soup and a roll from the local shop.
I was ok this afternoon and even trying some āEye of the Tigerā style boxing moves in the toilet, to try to wake me up š (if the spider from yesterday was watching itās no wonder he stayed hidden this time š«£š).
I came straight home and did a Scottish Dog call for Craig. I should say Iāve done 5 calls for him and booked 4 so Iām pretty chuffed with that. The fifth was only a half hour ago so they might still book.
I played with the dogs out the back as I couldnāt muster enough energy to walk them.
I lit a fire and out my jammies on and I intend to snuggle with the Borders until Craig gets home.
I may just take the three of them up to bed with me after Iāve eaten my fish and chips and roasted broccoli š„¦
Last night I felt so tired I had crisps, peanuts and ice cream for dinner. At least I have something in the ovenā¦. Mainly because there are no crisps, peanuts and ice cream left if Iām honest. š«£š
Imagine thinking of eating a salad that fell on the floor in a house full of dogs?!?!
I had no idea if spiders can hear or see but this morning I swear I scared a huge spider as much as if scared me!!
It was MASSIVE!!!!
I screamed and did that spider leg and arm style, heebie jeebie jump that you did when you see a beastie you didnāt expect and I swear it did the sameā¦. Just silently! š
So⦠busy day at work then to the post office to drop off a parcel and a shop to pick up a parcel.
Then homeā¦. And walked the Borders. Itās so misty and damp today. I thought our weather was going to be great this week but it was surprisingly cold.
There are about 6 geese in the background that didnāt move as the dogs ran around⦠and the dogs didnāt notice them either! I kept waiting on them all to register each other!
So misty!
This wee cat just sat there pretending to be a cow!
There were a lot of mooing cowsā¦. They were so vocal!
I came home and made some Scottish Dog Behaviourist calls for Craig. Called two booked two! Boom⦠drops mic š¤ š
So Iām now going to watch some more cheesy Sullivanās Crossing and eat some Ben and Jerryās ice cream!