That’s a nice number…. 1881… 😆

You can tell pickings are slim today eh?!

It poured with rain today. Torrential at points. It was also really cold this morning. Winter is back!

I’ve actually had a good day today.

I’ve had moments where I’ve almost felt the corners of my mouth turn into a smile.

I’m 21 days into the Setraline antidepressants.

I think taking it in the evening has helped.

I don’t feel dizzy or squeamish anymore.

I’m still tired but it’s not as dog tired as I was on Friday.

There’s an energy bubbling under the surface.

There’s a very tiny, mild excitement bubbling under the surface.

There’s a feeling of hope rather than hopelessness.

I’m almost scared to say it in case I lose it as fast as I feel it.

But it’s out there now.

It’s in writing.

It’s actually quite sunny now that I’m home but still very windy.

I did some photos with the puppers as I was out there for a poo pick!

I cooked myself dinner…. Fish cakes, chips and salad. Not the healthiest but cooking dinner is a step in the right direction.

I’ll just keep on stepping in the right direction.

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️