Another hot and sunny day.
We are so very lucky with this weather. It’s such a relief after 2024, the summer that never was…. 😆
It’s day 2 on Setraline.
I woke at 11.23 and then again just after 1am. I was awake for about 2 hours.
My giant hot water bottle has left Khaleesi to her own devices, since her wound has healedand moved back upstairs into our bedroom. 😆
I may have been too hot…. Well I was… but I also felt my mind was whirring around thinking of everything other than sleep.
I am anxious. I am constantly scanning my body to see how it’s feeling.
I didn’t feel great this morning. I was squeamish/nauseous and a bit spaced out and dizzy. I have felt a fair bit better since lunchtime so I’m glad about that.
If this is the worst that I get then it’s fine.
I have developed a real fear of being unwell.
If I cut myself some slack. It’s probably because I lost my job the last time I was really unwell. It might be that simple.
I have kinesiology tomorrow morning so maybe that’s something we can work on. I think the anxiety may be worse than the feeling.
I went into work early to wash the car! It was soooo dusty. We’ve not had rain for ages. It feels so good now that it’s sparkling. I really had to scrub at the bugs that were stuck to the front of it.
So I really wanted to go camping this weekend. It’s going to be a scorcher. ☀️☀️☀️
I’ve got a new wee tent since I chopped through the old tent trying to fix the zip….
This was only £99 from Reactive Outdoor for a 2-3 person tent. It’s plenty of room for me…. But the 3 persons would have to tiny 😆
A part of my thinks I should rest and the other part of me thinks I can rest just fine in a campsite.
I just need to make some decision tonight and start pulling stuff together…. She says body scanning one more time 🫣🥴😆
I’ve taken Monday off work as I’ve really struggled through these last few weeks and it’s taken its toll. An extra day in the sun will be lovely.
So while I decide what I’m doing, I’ll let you look through some more lovely photos of the beach from last night.
The big shadow on to show how far out I am!
It was just soooo lovely.
Who knows whether I will be home or away tomorrow. Least of all me 😆
Stay safe everyone ☀️☀️☀️
The Rambling Sloth 🦥 