It’s been a beautiful day today…. ☀️☀️☀️

It’s still not HOT but it’s lovely and warm in the sun, out of the northerly breeze.

I could get used to the constant blue skies. There’s barely been a cloud for days.

I, on the other hand am living under a big dark cloud.

For no real reason.

Yes there are things that aren’t great just now but that’s life. There is nothing big and bad like there was when I suffered anxiety and depression before.

My hormones are all over the place.

Mornings seem to be the worst and I just want to cry.

I cried for a whole lot of this morning…. At nothing…. At anything…. At everything….

I tell anyone who sees me, I’m sorry, I’m really struggling just now, there’s nothing wrong.

I’m wiping away tears hurriedly if someone comes in, so they don’t see me. They’re no daft though 😆

I didn’t even tell Craig as there is nothing he can do. It only brings his day down worrying what’s wrong with me.

This really struck a chord from Tiny Buddha….

Bloody menopausal hormones.

I’m off out into the garden to read my book again.

A smile to end from The Impatient Sloth!

We’re off out to see the comedian Jeff Acuri tomorrow night so I’m hoping a good laugh will do the trick.

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️