I am working really hard today on turning any negative into a positive.
Thereās only a short period of time that I have to drive to work and home in the dark⦠and we are there now.
I panic because I think I canāt see.
Today I told myself otherwiseā¦. I told myself that I could see just fine and there was nothing to worry about.
It really does help.
My shoulders relax.
I have less fear.
I know I will be ok.

I said a few things today and then tried to change it into the positive. Iām working hard at it, taking the wins, with a wee smile, when they come.
Iāve not skyrocketed with anxiety today.
Claire just sent me this and shocked me!

With being away at the start of the month I literally have no concept that Christmas is just around the corner.
She saysā¦.. wearing a Christmas T-shirt!

I have hardly bought anything, although to be fair I hardly buy any gifts these days. I really need to shake out of the āwe have weeks!ā mindset! š get my thinking cap on.
It will all be fine.
I donāt panic about things like that any more.
It will all pan out.

So straight from work I went to meet my Auntie Jac and her lovely friend Anne.
Anne made us the most amazing dinner that Iām soooooo going to copy. Fakeaway crispy shredded chicken and chilli sauce with rice. It was so good I can stop going on about it š
Off out to the cinema tomorrow night too. Check me with the midweek social life.
Hope youāve all have a good day.
ONE WEEK UNTIL CHRISTMAS EVE! Just in case you missed it.
Stay safe everyone š«¶š¼š«¶š¼š«¶š¼
Oooh exciting, what are you seeing at the cinema? Iām enjoying all this Christmas partying but Iām also getting tired.. 2 more outings to go š . I think I have FOMO at Xmas time, I have to go to ALL the events Iām invited to and a few more I organise myself.. quite mad! Xx
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I love that you do all that when I have no Christmas parties at all!! Work havenāt organised anything this year. Weāre off to see Wicked tonight so Iām looking forward to that!! These are the wonderful memories we take with us though I do enjoy a night on the couch! Enjoy your last 2! Xx
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Thank you! Enjoy the film, looks good X
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