It’s 7pm and I have just sat down…. I know that doesn’t seem that bad but I feel run ragged.

I’m not staying next door tonight as a change of plan so I’m back in with the 4 dogs instead of one dog, a cat and a chinchilla!!

I slept soooo well last night despite it feeling so strange sleeping in my neighbours bed 😆 it’s not every day if you do that. I had a lovely mushroom curry for dinner… I invited Craig but he didn’t stay long as he had to get back to ours. I sat and watched Queen Victoria and took Leo out for a walk at 9pm.

Poor Leo was back out before 7am!!

The wee paws on the bars…. 🐾🐾 bless…

Work was just one of those days that made me a bit frustrated. I think I’m really drowsy on the dizzy tablets and I have also felt pretty dizzy today. I think… dizzy and not dizzy have merged into one for so long 😆

When I left work, I had to go for diesel as I was empty… then I went to the Bank of Scotland… finally resolved my PIN number issue…. I sat on a bench outside of the Bank in Irvine, and authorised the 4 payments outstanding. I can breathe!

Then…. I get home and take Calaidh and Khaleesi up the hill for a quick walk… Calaidh is off lead while Khaleesi has to stay on.

Then… back to the house to pick up Bhruic and Freya or dinkles and doodles as I call them sometimes.

They had a huge run up the hill. it’s amazing to see them run so fast, like greyhounds out of the stalls.

I noticed the village hall has its Christmas lights on tonight… how pretty.

Then I came home and fed the dogs and made my own dinner. I totally lie as I heated up Holly’s veggie Jambalaya which was abaolsulth out of this world. I’m not exaggerating, it was so tasty.

So… I felt a bit stressed this afternoon, a bit rushed as if everything was piling on me at once. Things at work I can’t change or can’t resolve, things I can’t answer and I felt like they piled up this afternoon.

I carried that stress home until I actually wrote about that just now. It is nothing. I just get over anxious in trying to do everything right and keep everything just so. Real life doesn’t always allow things to go perfectly. Some days I can handle that and other days I flap.

Anyway, I’m tired and I’m rambling now.

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️