Wow now there’s a title…. After the excitement of our holiday, the day to day blog seems very mundane. I am still very grateful for that as it also means that my head’s in a good place. I can’t complain!

I had another great sleep and although I’ve still got the cold, I’m feeling much better than I was.

This is something I’ve been trying to explain for a while and I spotted it on FB today. I didn’t notice who shared it.

I used to spend my life in the ego self. I was ALWAYS the victim. I complained about EVERYTHING… and I mean everything. I was never happy. Everything was out to transpire against me. Everyone was out to get me. I worked in a blame culture and instead of seeing it for what it was, and rising above it, I sunk deeper into defending the blame. I believed I was to blame. I believed I was no longer good at my job, that I had failed. I carried that everywhere I went and almost wore it like a badge of honour… oh woe is me.

I was aware of blurting out the whole, awful story, anytime someone asked how I was.

My ego was hurting big time and kicking off in every way.

Fast forward 6 years and I am so proud to say that I’m now the higher self.

Yeah, ok sometimes that ego jumps up and wants attention, but in the majority of cases I can see the bigger picture.

I see lessons in EVERYTHING I do. I am constantly learning from the lessons life throws at me. Constantly trying to understand what my reactions are telling me… and I love it.

I love analysing what people are now try are and why they do what they do. It fascinates me.

I am so grateful to have had the opportunity to see life from the higher self.

It brings me peace.

Funny how a picture on FB can conjure up so many thoughts and emotions.

I had a call with the Doctor, this morning, about my dizziness.

He asked a long list of questions and wants to see me on Monday morning.

I have managed to confuse myself since the call. I was certain he said I had Labyrinthitis…. As the day has gone on I’m now thinking he also said vertigo. He definite mentioned them both. My brain fog isn’t helping this week 😆

Of course for the rest of the morning, the dizziness was off the scale. It settled later on. I’m aware I made it worse by thinking so much about it.

It’s that higher self again. 😆

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️