What a lovely run this morning. I really āenjoyedā itā¦. I put āenjoyedā in inverted commas as itās hard to fully enjoy a run but as runs go, it was pretty good.
My lungs worked and my legs felt good.
I woke at 5.29am⦠a minute before the alarm. It was soooo dark this morning!
I umped up and was out the door for 5.45 to meet Lynsey and Rachel.
I tried a time lapse video which I shared on my instagram and Fb page, but it doesnāt really work when youāre runningā¦. It made me feel queasy watching it back š
There was a lovely sky. This is about 6.20am.

I have to get a high vis jacket I think⦠itās only going to get darker. š«£

We ran just shy of 6k.

And weāre done!

Those phone carriers we wear are hi vis which is something.
So it was a great start to the day. I had a cold shower to start and then switched to cool but I was still roasting when I got my work gear on. It took ages for my face to cool!
It was really mild for most of the day.
I had a mini meltdown just before lunchā¦.. one of those moments when you categorically deny all knowledge of anything and then I actually said⦠āIāll eat my hat if I ordered that beforeā¦ā
I had hat for lunchā¦.
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Cringe.
I had a few last minute stock panics this morning that obviously put me a bit on edge.
Cringe.
Still cringing.
I struggle to let things like that go.
My head will dine out on the ridiculousness of that statement for some time to come.
Iām more surprised that ridiculousness is a word š
So whereās my head today?
Itās been good apart from my minor blowout.
I have been encouraged to have patience.

I know that this is true. Patience doesnāt seem to be my strong suit. š
I think Iām in the movie Sliding Doors at the moment.
So many opportunities are coming my way as if presenting themselves to me⦠I donāt know whether to take that path or wait for the next path to show itself⦠Iām going round in circles trying to figure out which course of action is the best option.
I see it and think oh wow this is amazing this is what I should doā¦.
Or should I? I shouldnāt really do this? Can I? Should I? Will I?

These are all good thoughtsā¦

Hmmmā¦. Anyway Iāll try to relax and accept that when I know I will know.

Iām off to meet the Gateside Hookersā¦. I may even hook tonight!
Get crocheting⦠it calms the mind!
Stay safe everyone ā„ļøā„ļøā„ļø