Day 1544 reflections and food!

I woke up 10 minutes before the alarm this morning. Another great sleep and never heard Craig come to bed last night.

I still find that hilarious that I can sleep through that!

All that said I’ve felt drugged this week. Super tired with no real spark though I just keep ticking away in the background.

I got up straight away, got showered and ready for work and sat for 15 minutes with some positive thoughts for the day.

I think I’ve said before that I have my FB feed set up with all things positive… anything that doesn’t align is deleted. It’s harsh but I know what I need to keep my grounded.

My head still feels in a good place, if not a little tired and sleepy.

We’ve always been told our thoughts become things. There are elements of my life that I’m far too negative about, which only increases that negativity.

I have been slowing down for a long time now. I no longer consider myself in the rat race I once was. I am really proud of that.

I still crave silence and I value my alone time.

I’m slowly learning that life is better when I focus on on my reactions to things rather than the reactions of others.

I’m not saying this is easy. Sometimes it takes a saint…. Or a quiet person who hates confrontation 😆😆😘

I like this….. when we realise that we are the cause of all of our problems, we stop looking to others to fix things or change to the way we want them to be.

This is how I started my day.

I still have no access to all the files on my work laptop…. I ordered the cable recommended by the computer repair guys…. Except I ordered a mini HDMI when I knew it should have been a micro HDMI.

I smile at these things now. I see them as a hiccup in my “perfect life” I see them for what they are. I don’t feel rage and stress. So maybe the tiredness this week has brought a calm that I needed to be able to deal with this.

I had my renewal through for WordPress today. It cost me £100.80 to keep writing this blog for another year!! I freaked out at the cost and then remembered what I get out of it, on a daily basis…. At 27p a day…. It’s nothing.

I gave in and had Cajun chips and cheese for lunch today.

Not healthy in the slightest but so damn good. I really needed the stodge.

The day passed quickly and it was 4pm before I knew it.

It’s rained on and off all day but I did sit outside for a wee bit with the dogs after work.

Just for cuddles!!

Khaleesi’s on the lead again. We’re worried she’s had a bit too much freedom so back to being strict with her again, in case more rest helps.

I’m a creature of habit when it comes to meals… obsessed with wraps just now! Khaleesi doesn’t look impressed…

So not much else to report. I’m trying to stay awake long enough for crochet with the Hookers tonight at 6.30pm 😆

I’m going to go back to my rainbow coloured squares I think…. Crochet is so cathartic.

Have a great evening!

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️