I had zero intentions of going back to work today. I felt awful last night. I had no energy, was so listless and kept focussing on how āsickā I felt.
I wrote in the blog about how we should change our terminology. I told anyone who messaged that I was āhealingā instead.
I had a rotten nightsā sleep, was coughing for Scotland but did manage to sleep in between. When I opened my eyes I realised my head felt a bit brighter and I couldnāt face the thought of wallowing about all day. The thought of lounging about for hours just didnāt appeal to me at all.
At 6.30am, I got up and decided I was just going to go back to work.
The instant I made the decision, I doubted it but I jumped in the shower and got moving.
Not gonna lie I have felt pretty rotten for a large part of the day, and have probably spread my germs around to anyone who got near me, but Iām so glad I went back and got on with it.
Ellison and I sat outside at lunch and I had a lovely salad. I could have done with a nap just after lunch, but that was not to be. š
One of my suppliers told me to go home and have a lie down š and I reminded him I didnāt own the company like he did!!
I made another Planthood dinner when I came home.

Mine looks like thisā¦.
With my second favourite bush as a backdrop. š

It was really tasty. Minty fresh. I loved it.
I sat out in the garden to eat dinner. Itās not sunny but thereās a warmth in the air. The fresh air does me good.
I have kinesiology tonight. I will never be able to explain how this works but I just love it. I love the calm it brings me.

So Iām in my comfies, on the couch, Iām sparing the Crochet Hookers my cold.

Onwards and upwards!
A few good things to end with.

So trueā¦.

It takes so much strength to do this. ā„ļø

Thisā¦. ā„ļø

And this is what I fight all the time⦠the resistance to things that arise that I think shouldnāt⦠keep calm and stay in the present moment.

Stay safe everyone ā„ļøā„ļøā„ļø