I did not get up for a run this morning. It’s dark and pouring with rain, I turned over and tried to ignore the fact I was awake in plenty time to go for a run, slightly beating myself up a bit…. Obviously!
I know fine well if I’d been meeting someone, I’d have gone out in a heartbeat, regardless of the rain, but it wasn’t happening this morning.
I’ve cleaned the bathroom instead.
I let the dogs out. The garden looks really fresh and green because everything is so wet. Things are starting to grown now. It looks really vibrant.
I’ve checked ahead in the forecast, as I do and it looks like we will finally start to see some warmth in the air this week sometime!
So if like me, you are heading out to work this morning in a bit of a funk… my friend Isy comes up trumps again with this…

I’m wrapped up now. Off to work.
Fast forward to tonight….
So, I’ve had an ok-ish day.
My head has been wrapped up in cotton wool and I’ve struggled to think straight. I’ve actually hit my temples a few times in an attempt to clear my head. Gently of course 😆
I’ve been irritable too.
Then I saw this and it does really help.
Just to breathe.

I didn’t get lunch until 2.15pm.
Holly next door had handed me in lentil soup and mac n’cheese last night, for my lunch today. How lovely is that?! So kind of her.
I heated it up then didn’t get to it for another 45 minutes… it was still amazing.
This…. ♥️

I’ve not been able to do it all day, but I have really tried. I feel like I’ve been arguing with my ego. It wants to be annoyed and angry at everything. There is absolutely no need to be angry.
I’m just tired and a bit flat. That is normal life. We can’t all be like Heidi the mountain goat, running about the world taking photos every day!!
Half the battle is knowing how you react in these situations and trying to correct it.
I felt much better by the time I got home and I made myself dinner.

Oh wow…..

These were just amazing. One of the nicest things I’ve eaten in ages. I’ve left a portion for Craig to heat up after work tonight.
I was then determined to get my exercise in, so took Calaidh for a walk up the hill.

She’s a happy girl. she’s a tiny black dot in this pic!

The bushes are starting to flower.

The trees are all budding now too.

There’s so much in life to be grateful for, even when you can’t see it sometimes.
Ooooh that little bit of wisdom brought a wee tear there.
I love it when the blog hits the nail on the head for me.

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️
Mmmm, your pancakes look really good. Hope you feel a bit better tomorrow Xx Can you believe I’ve now finished my 🦊 journal? I have no empty pages left. I’m trying to carry on my version of it in a notebook now.
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Oh wow that’s amazing, I should send you mine!! You’ve done so well with that. I do feel better thanks xx
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