So I chose not to sit on a cactus 🌵 today.

I had an “excellent” sleep again according to Fitbit.

I don’t often get such high praise for my sleep though I do seem to have it nailed the old sleep this month. Must be all the anxiety wearing me out.

So thankfully the anxiety has passed… left behind is still some unsettledness and I’m using that word. I’m still creating a bit of pain for myself…. Tension building up.

I also feel I have no filter. Words are just tumbling out me at a rate of knots.

I’ve given Karen Salmansohn a follow as I like this next one.

And this…. From the Power of Wordz…. Wow.

I just don’t know how to do it yet. I firmly believe change is going to slap me in the face.

Let go and focus on what you can control.

I’m still not letting go enough.

I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So many people I know are going through tough times just now. It’s another sign that you only live once.

Absolutely…..

But I hear this as well….

And also this….. it’s very hard but I have done this in the past. Can’t take too much drama these days.

And finally this….. I need to stop being angry and sad.

I love that my Fb is set up to let me read all of this.

I’m off to meet the Crochet Hookers in the pub now. I’m still sitting in my work gear. I had cheese and crackers for dinner… not the best but it suited me tonight.

Jeez I sound mumpy don’t I?!?! I don’t mean to. I’ve had a good day. I just can’t shake this feeling just now. I should sleep on it some more, that’s a plan!!

And it did actually pour with rain this morning!!

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️