It feels like it hasn’t got light all day today. That’s ridiculous to be fair, as it did, but it’s been sooooo wet and dark all day.

I’ve had a thumping head all day today. I woke up with it after what felt like a really deep sleep. Craig had Khaleesi wrapped in a crochet blanket when I woke up as the room was quite cold. I’d left the window open

I had to stop my fast at 11.30am, which I never do, as I just didn’t feel right. I was a bit shaky and I wondered if I hadn’t been eating enough. The food didn’t make much difference so I finally gave in at lunchtime and took some ibuprofen. It got a bit better but it didn’t really shift it.

Gemma pleated my hair today. How lovely is that?!?

When I came home I went out in the garden. In the torrential rain.

It was lovely.

I got soaked.

It was so peaceful apart from the drumming of the torrential rain… and of course the odd occasional dog bark. 😂

Since I was already soaked, I walked round the front and brought the wheelie bins back round.

I loved being out in the rain. It was really refreshing. I don’t have a headache anymore.

So I am missing the Kinisi-flow class tonight as I have Kinesiology. Yeah I know it sounds like the same thing. I have a list to work on. While I know I am feeling SO much better than I have in a long time, things are really going my way…. However I’ve been out of sorts for a week or so now. I feel out of whack, out of balance.

I don’t cope well with having lots of things that need doing. Lists of things that I don’t want to do but that I know I have to do. I know we are all the same but I want to be able to go with the flow of life. I still don’t like it when I feel out of sorts. I need to try and make some peace with that.

Not every day in life will be bright and breezy. it’s how we react to it that matters. I’m so looking forward to talking this all through with Angela. Check her out on Inner Pathways.

Stay safe everyone 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼