It’s 8.23pm and it’s not often but I have very little to say.

I’ve had so much going on these last few days (most of it in my mind!!) that it’s quite nice not to have too many words swirling round in my head.

I haven’t felt great today but I’ve been much better this evening. Much calmer.

Work was good but actually just a blur, it went so fast! I took Khaleesi in with me again.

I only have 6 working days before I finish up for a full week off and I have SO much to do. Some of it just might have to wait. (Thousands of pounds worth of therapy to allow me to believe that!)

I had to drive to Bearsden after dinner tonight to pick up Leesi’s next prescription. The poor pup needs meds to control her pain. It’s so sad.

I’ve had some really icky feelings this last week or so. All brought on by fighting the insurance… I know that was the crux of it…. But…… all negotiated without any of my previous coping mechanisms that I used to use to to get me through the tough times. No wine, no mountains of Cadbury’s chocolate buttons. Just have to sit there and feel it all.

I’m really pleased that I’ve lost a bit more weight this week too.

At my worst when I was off sick I went up to 14 stone.

I’m down to 12 stone 2 lbs today for the first time in about 5 years. I had another lovely salad for lunch. im still really enjoying the fasting.

Anyway, I’m saying an awful lot for having nothing to say!!

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️