Not certain that I’ve add the best job of living in the present moment today. My head has been all over the place. I am super antsy, niggly, irritable and I feel like my back teeth are crawling. I just cannot settle. There are tears burning as I write this. They’ve not been far away for a fair bit of the day.
I’m just so unsettled just now that I feel like I’m caught up in a whirlwind of emotion and drama. I know I’ll read this back sometime (probably fairly soon!) and think jeez get a grip, way too much drama….
I’m in a right fankle since we got back, I feel like things are in a mess, I can’t find anything and I’m just irritated by it. I’m irritated by everything to be honest.
I’ve actually just had a wee smile to myself as we are sitting out in the garden and Craig is sitting opposite me and has no idea the craziness going round in my head. He is in oblivion which is sometimes how it needs to be. He doesn’t need to know, there’s nothing he can change to fix it. he’d probably tell you there was nothing wrong with me.
Again the main reason for my blog. Everything is a bit better when I can write it down. It calms the noise a bit.
I got up at 5.30am to walk the dynamic trio (is that even a thing?!? 😂) . We walked. There was NO way I was going to run today.
It’s cloudy but dry. We have a lovely walk and don’t see anyone.
I start to take photos of some lovely flowers and thistles.
These guys made me laugh! The one on the left was a wee bit intense and scary looking. 😂
I got loads of thistle pics this morning.
These are going to be amazing when they all bloom. They’re right across the road from my friend Anne’s house. She’d better keep a lookout so I don’t miss them 🫶🏼😂
Work was fine today too. We’re still super busy so every day flies by!
We’ve had a lovely salad dinner again followed by some Dime Bar cheesecake. It was pretty good!
We’re finalising the village hall accounts tonight…. Which I could see far enough but it will be great to get them done so we can arrange the AGM. Rachel two doors down is coming to keep me focussed 😂
I’m very aware there’s a stroppy teenager inside of me that’s just in a big huff just now. Probably coz she’s not a teenager anymore 😆 by a long time!
That says it all and I need to remember this. We are all just here to live.
Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️
The Rambling Sloth 🦥 