Day 987 stop moaning and embrace it 🎄🎅🏼🤶🏼

I’m in work a bit earlier today so thought I’d write this down as it’s in my head….

I just shared this on a FB group, After Dry January. I’m one of the admin on the page and wanted people to see that it was ok to be what you need to be over the Christmas period.

None of us HAVE to be the life and soul of everything. We have to do what’s right for us.

I am very conscious that I’m hiding just now. I’m super quiet, I’m trying to keep away from any drama, negativity and hype. I know I’m doing it. I’m retreating into myself a bit.

The fear is still there. I’m scared something runs out in front of me on the road, I’m scared something goes wrong at work…. But most of all I’ve woken up today with a clearer head.

I don’t feel fuggy and exhausted. I feel more in control. I slept on the couch from about 8pm and went through to bed at 9.30 and slept right through. Musta needed it.

Thought I should capture this moment where I could actually muster a smile…. In case I forget about it by the end of the day!!

Yup… glad I did that as I might have forgotten. 😂

I think it’s easy when your head is down to wallow in the negativity. To embrace it as if you own it. It keeps the ego, that voice inside your head happy. That voice that says your worthless….

So I need to shake out of this and embrace this week, for what it is.

I’m in jammies (what’s new!) you knew that….. I’ve had some pizza for dinner and I’m making soup for tomorrow.

Our forecasts are suggesting snow in the next few days but it keeps changing. One minute it’s inches of snow, the next minute nothing. We just need it to make its mind up so we know if it’s a white Christmas or not!!