Day 496 I hear voices….. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️😳🤔🤯😱😆

Oh my god, what is wrong with me today… my inner chatter is in full raging flow. I seem to be thinking at 900 miles an hour… precisely. It’s given me a headache.

Now I woke at 6.30 and checked my phone…. Big mistake. Ended up on the FB page for the NC500 where all the locals are moaning about tourists and I got ended up in that wormhole. Boy people can be so nasty on line. Make you scared to go anywhere in case you upset someone.

Managed to get back to sleep for a bit but woke up about 8.30 so a good long lie. Then looking at all the pics and video from our paddle boarding yesterday…. Why was I one of the only ones with a life vest on, why didn’t I try and stand up more, why are there no good pics of me… why, why, why….

I had a great time and if I wasn’t for social media it would have stayed that way…. No correct that… it’s my head making it something it isn’t.

So we’ve had quite a busy day from the comfort of our own home. We’ve booked a campsite for Arran and Islay for our summer holidays…. That took some time but we did it. We’ve looked into options for our second week.

I think I’m anxious today. For no reason. That age old day off to rest so I don’t rest and wind myself up.

I had a call with our mortgage provider again to reset my passwords etc for internet banking. I was on for half an hour as I kept getting things wrong. The guy was so patient with me. He says that this job (helping rest logins) is his bread and butter and I wasn’t the worst he’s dealt with….. still I managed to put in the wrong password twice after going through the full reset. O.M.G!!!!!

I also put the awning up for sale as we now have too many tents again. That’s a job well done.

Poor Claire invited me for a cuppa…. Maybe I shouldn’t have had more caffeine. I literally talked at her for the whole time. 😆

I did feel calmer afterwards though.

Goodness knows what brought all that on today but writing it down has helped.

My breakfast and lunch are ready for work and the Fit Body Farm is booked and clothes all ready. That’s pretty good for me.

I’m looking forward to work as it will keep me busy.

I need to stop beating myself up when no one else does…. And just chill. Relax.

This is your Sunday evening reminder to have a great week. Don’t beat yourself up for stuff. Do as I say…. Not as I do!! 🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️😆

Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️

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