Woke up to an email from WordPress with 25GB free storage and a training course on how to upload all files a lot smaller than I do at the moment. Must admit that I was thinking of just doing a FB post a day instead but it’s nice to be back in the format I’m used to.
I had a shower and washed my hair as I had Zoom Kinesiology at 10am as I was looking a bit like I’d been dragged through a hedge backwards….
Kinesiology with Shelagh Cumming was great again this morning. We worked on my stress levels around change and how I’m learning that life can be different to what I originally thought mine would be.
I’ve always felt that I had to conform to the expectations of society and of everyone around me but I am learning that it’s ok to be me and to trust that I know what’s best for me.
Of course once it’s finished I can sleep for Scotland but there’s a puppa to be walked. Craig is upping the mileage so he took Bhruic first, I’ll take Calaidh and he’ll take Freya.
It was a lovely, lovely walk. I met Joan one of our neighbours and we ended up letting the dogs run in a field while we talked and walked. I’m so aware that when you meet people now you do take great care to stay away from each other. We walked across those fields about 2 or 3 metres apart, yet the dogs are playing with each other.
Days like today are so special as you get to see beauty all around. I never saw any of this when I was working full time plus all the overtime. Redundancy and COVID-19 lockdown has allowed me to appreciate the true value of life. I may have good days and down days but on the whole I feel very lucky.
I also love that so many people are taking photos of beautiful scenery and sharing them with me…. in particular, gates… thought I’ve no idea where that might have come from?!?!? 🙄😬🤷🏻♀️🙋🏻♀️😆
Got these two lovely Zox wristbands I’d ordered and I absolutely love them!! Not gonna lie… while they were chosen for their words and meaning, I did got for the colours too as they make me feel bright and happy. TODAY I WILL NOT WORRY and RELEASE MY PAST.
I have a lot of regrets about life decisions I have made and the kind of person that I became in order to survive in my old job. I cannot change that and I need to let it go. It’s hard to do so this affirmation might help. They are so soft and comfy to wear and I think they look kinda funky on. Pleased with them!
And just like that it’s 5pm. I finished writing this and had to lie down as my eyes were really heavy. Just been asleep for 2 whole hours. Boom. Out for the count!!!
Thank you Kinesiology!
Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️