Not quite such a dynamic day today…. Well it has been very dynamic but I’m not sure I’m feeling it…. I feel a bit…. how shall I put it…. hmmmm arse for elbow?!? ‘Scuse the French.
My anxiety is telling me today that I am not enough. I feel a bit confused and that confusion only makes me more confused. Fully understand if you’ve read this far and thought you can’t bear to read on. 🤦🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️😬😆😆 I felt a bit like that typing it.
These are funny times eh?! If someone had told me to stay at home for weeks on end a few years back I’d have bitten your right arm off to do that. Now it’s just a bit meh, samey and blandsville. How do you stay motivated to do anything when you have millions of things that could be done and all the time in the world to do it but you really can’t be bothered doing any of it?!?
I have been busy today. I took the dogs for a BIG walk earlier and did 4.6 miles AND we went to visit their Grampa at work! Doug is my father in law and works round the corner from us despite living about 45 minutes away. So good to see him and he even remembered to say happy new year! In true covid fashion we stayed over 2m apart and Doug wore his mask since he’s the North Ayrshire interloper. 😬
I took them through the burn to wash their paws!! That helped a lot.
When I came home I made some lentil soup. That’s a huge thing for me…. it’s super tasty as I had some for a late lunch. I then went out to the shed to clean the VW seats that I’ve sold and will be collected tomorrow. A job well done.
I’ve sat at the desk for the afternoon and made calls but done it all in a bit of a random way. I felt like I was going round in circles rather than doing it as efficiently as I could. However it’s still done. I just did one feel comfortable doing it. I spoke to one girl about a puppy call and she asked me if I could it at 3.30pm!!!!!
Why not… I had 50 minutes notice but better that than having to wait for days.
Well I think it’s fair to say I have that last one covered……. if only I could get to the beach. That would make it all ok.
Stay safe everyone ♥️♥️♥️